Aiai Lie

Natal & Kado Terindah

2011-12-23T13:10:00.000+07:00

Dipenghujung tahun semua orang berbondong-bondong berbelanja. Ada yang untuk dirinya sendiri, ada yang memang dikhususkan sebagai kado untuk seseorang yang special, ada yang untuk tuker kado bahkan ada yang khusus menanti bulan ini karena memang biasanya di penghujung tahun diskon selalu menggila. Semua bahagia, ntah bahagia karena memikirkan kado atau juga bahagia karena akan meneria kado dengan rasa penasaran bahkan ada yang bahagia karena dia dapat membelanjakan uangnya. Lucu dan seru.

Tidak mau kalah, para vendor, mall dan affiliated partner ikut berlomba-lomba mendesign tempat yang paling indah, paling nyaman, paling menyerupai dan paling heboh untuk menggundang massa untuk datang. What a wonderful season! It's Season of greetings, let's greets others! :)Belum selesai sampai disini, liburan mengasikan juga menanti para travelling lovers untuk menjajaki tanah tetangganya. Liburan lokal maupun international menjadi pilihan tersendiri. Ada yang inging menikmati White Christmas, ada juga yang cukup hanya dapat berlibur saja sudah puas. Ada-ada saja ya, tapi itulah indahnya kehidupan ini.

Nah.. Bagi saya natal & kado terindah adalah saat saya dapat bersama dengan orang yang saya cintai dan kasihi dan kami semua hidup dalam KeindahanNYA. As simple as that. Holiday, Present, or greetings or even anything else is just things that would never makes something increase. If thing could makes someone more loving you, isn't they just love the things, rite?Namun kado tetap perlu sebagai ungkapan rasa kasih sayang bukan untuk mengharapkan seseorang bertambah kasihnya karena kita memberikan kado tersebut. Dan itu sebagai wujud kemurahan hati kita untuk memberikan. Remeber, God teach us to be generous. :)

Aku hanya berharap, suatu saat aku ingin merasakan natal dalam rumahku bersama orang yang aku kasihi. Ada kue-kue yang banyak, ada minuman-minuman dingin, ada hidangan-hidangan yang membuat si tummy well dan pastinya ada pohon natal yang siap untuk di kerubungi para Natalers :)Aku sangat suka dengan culture 90an di America, dimana orang tua dan anak-anak pada saat malam sebelum natal berdoa dan menempatkan kado mereka. Dan pada pagi hari nya mereka akan berkumpul bersama untuk membuka kado tersebut. What a wonderful moment.

Tapi sebenarnya itu semua bukan makna dari Natal yang sesungguhnya.. Natal adalah dimana dipenghujung tahun kita mengingat kembali akan kebaikan Tuhan selama ini. Selama setahun penuh DIA mendampingi kita dan tak henti-hentinya selalu mengasihi kita semua. Dan seharusnya bukan hanya pada saat Natal kita mengingat Tuhan bukan? Harusny setiap hari haus akan Tuhan itu ada didalam hidup kita. So let's start to be come God's brilliant present. Makes yourself to become a special pressie to God. He loves you more than anything ever and else.

Wishing you Merriest Christmas & Happiest New Year 2012.

Loves,
-Aiai-

d.a.i.l.y

2011-09-14T15:35:00.000+07:00

I don't know when is the last time I wrote in this blog :p
Actually these weeks I'm busy with being mayor of my 'city', I was playing Cityville these weeks. Hahaha
Everytime I play this game he always says that "mayor was on duty" hahaha..

I really enjoy my time these passed months. Since the day I admit it until now I really have a great together time. But I realized that I was get away from my social-life. Some of friends were missed me a lot, they said currently I was very difficult to find and hardly to have a fun chat. Hahahah yeah, I personally admit it. Actually I have lot of things to do so that I rarely get into the connection and sometime when I have a free time I rather to have a nap :)

In here I would like to put my mind off again :p
I planned to re-apply resignation (for good), and this time was the final. My Boss must approve it because I will informed him in different way. More personal and It's heart to heart conversation (I wish).
Before I left, I would like to make a great impression to him and company. For what Ai? (some peoples asking)... simply answer, for them to regret in fullest that ever let me go and invective me ... hahahaha #DevilishLaugh
In the last seconds of my free day I still earn money for them, it's what I wish to do. At ends I will stand still with full of confidence and showed off that I'm a great and I could be proud that I have GOD who's makes me become like this. Great?? YEAH...!

Back to another topic, I found that most of my friends in school were married. ehem... don't worry I will not that fast, hahahaha! Happy for them and I always wishing & delivering pray of happily ever after and having a great family. By the way, having chit chat with schoolmates were so funny, in my very busiest day I still can have Haha-hihi time :)) so grateful

Anyway... it's going to end today post.. continue to the next ya.

See ya!
Loves,

A complainer got complaining

2010-11-30T00:20:00.001+07:00

So howdy blogger?
As always hopefully everything in order

For a hundred times I'm saying sorry for take unofficially annual leave :p anyway just at this post I'll type all complaining I got. For you to know, I'm a superb complainer. I did complaining everything that doesn't match with my expectation. But finally I bow down at the hole too and got the same too :p

1. I did well in my job and other but never takes a look for myself job.
2. I help friends and family on issuing Passport but up to now mine was still stuck
3. I could prepare everyone needs but mine.... Don't ask me, I got no words to answer :p

Those examples, thought it's enough as I won't share so much damn of mine :p #JaimOfPR hahahaha
Anyway, friends and family always complain me back. I knew they just too care and they won't my life just to serve others completely but didn't takes a look of myself. That's their kindness, I loves them damn much!

Indeed I need them too much. Sometime I'll got statements/questions like these :

- Hey perfectionist where are you stand on ?
- Have you take a look of yourself ?
- Just know an Aiai couldn't always on top fine
- Pleasuring yourself first
- You must be selfish for sometime
- Please don't always doing good/kind. You're already too good/kind. Please for your good.

Puffing me up really, the last point is always slap me. And I finally realise what answer should I return to them, this is it :
My dears, I'm thanking you all for all kind of attentions, cares, loves, and many more. One thing you guys need to highlight is I really enjoy my life, my serving life. For sometime I had selfish side which the Id is higher than super-ego but I never show it up because not everyone could really receive me as I am but so far I always being I am. I let my self broke in public was just the way I show up that I'm not really a taft, it's meant I still need you guys to fill full my life. Like tweeting something that really bad of me, without doing I'm still okay, rite? but I did tweet just to show up in public I'm not good and it's alike broking my self in public and yes it's. Still learning and practising are good way that I could do so far. You're all great, more than me. As far as I know you guys, nothing to be worried but so many things to be complaining .. Hahaha #JustKidding #JokesOnly #NoHardFeelingPlease
I'm neither that perfect nor that good/kind nor that best nor that fabulous nor that great nor that cool nor that funny nor that happy and nor at all.. I just being my self which is built taftly with a heart and a logically mind to serve other with love and life. Just it's not more.
Anyway as always I'm officially loves you guys!
I hope this post clear so that to whom is still jealous on me please does stop, it's just hurt you and wasting your time and life. And to whom really love me, I'm appreciate all the cares, attentions, love and any else.

In love with Jesus Christ and everyone!

Food•note :
- Love means Kasih in Indonesian Language.
- I just complaining to the things that unlogic. No hard feeling or a way to broke others. Just alike critics not more. And as said I'm a lover of public issues so that's mean I just like to complaining public issues.
- About others life I'm sorry, I'm not that expert so I choose to not complaining :D

Warmest loves,
A i a i

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Cyberworld on 1950++

2010-11-12T13:38:00.001+07:00

Howdy !!
Don't ask me why I'm using this subject. This is because of Dizzydoccile . Okay let me tell the story behind the subject :D

Couple day ago I'm twitted about "If Mom could use Blackberry or at least Internet" then she retweeted and ask "And going to twitter, aren't you panic ?" then..... WOW!! I even can't imagine that. If my Mom following me on twitter, I thought I'm gonna deactive it. Mom would knows that her little girl now was too insane.. Hahahaha
Don't blame me this is because of ..... (I also don't know) or maybe I actually getting insane since the day before :p (unlogic) Hahaha
Okay back to the point #Serious If Mom got that, maybe ... :
1. It'll helpful for our conversation, we both could tik tok tik tok (bb's keypad sounds :p ) on time
2. Maybe Mom gonna capture some picture of her or any else :D #AlayModeOn
3. Or maybe Mom will twit something about "What's happening around" :D #Twitholic
4. Also Mom gonna publish all the photos she takes at Facebook's Album ... LOL
5. Mom will retweet, reply or comment what I'm posted :p
6. Anytime, Everywhere Mom will chat with me :D
7. Mom will put her concern on BB and me got ignored.. Oh BIG NO...

I just could imagine it up to 7 points.. and I can't to continue it anymore.. :D
Mom, please don't use BB, I'm not allowed you to ignore me... Hahahaha... Well I'm an egoist daughter... No matter what people says about me I just want care and attention from people I loves damn much :D

This is it a truly heart-feeling from an insane little girl who's trying hard to grow up better day by day and being best in everything she wants :D

So, Dizzydoccile would you mind to figure it out yours ? How about if your Jendral got twitter :p

Stay blessed people!

Warmest Loves from Capital Town,

Sunday Activities

2010-10-20T23:44:00.003+07:00

Helloooooo !!
What a happy day! After takes long times of omitted church finally last Sunday I'm there and for the first time joining Pastor Sidney Mohede's sermon at JPCC (Jakarta Praise Community Church). The sermon is talking about relationship between family and I admit that I'm actually in this problem. What a blessing ! I have write down some points of sermon.

Foot-notes:

Communication is the major problem in every family. <--- yes, I admit

Lover never fails ! (1Kor 13 : 1-8) <--- totally agreed

Your word create your world <--- absolutely agree!

Yak 3 : 2-5 (Learn to Shut Up!!) <--- and yes I need this treatment

Says what you meant and meant what you say. <--- trying to do. At campus my lecturer said "Talk what you do and do what you talk" almost same meaning

Speak the truth always and do it in love. <--- surely this is hard!

Do not use silent treatment to solve the problem. <--- honestly I always do this ╥﹏╥

Listen and try to understand others words. <--- believe I'm trying hard on this too :((

Turn our heart to learn.. Turn your heart to forgive Maleakhi 4: 5-6

Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want to doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they've got.

Ps : I meet Christian Bautista, Agnes Monica, Melanie Ricardo and some entertainers when the sermon ends. So lucky, isn't it? LOL Oopps I'm not a fan of them, sorry to said. I just saw them then ignored them as usually I did :p

After sermon ends, me and friends (Ko Timo, Ko Robert and Ko Hen) went for having dinner at Burger King. What a happy day, had taken long times didn't meet them. We're chit chat, hihihaha and any else.. So so much fun! This kind friendship I wanted!
Beyond that, finally I use Busway! What I wanted thing to do! Yiihhaa.. Yet I always get nervous and scary when using :( poor me T.T
Anyway, I'm happy and nothing to be bearing for that day unless I breaking my diet! ◦(˘_˘")◦

This week, I oftenly hear a song of kids "I sing Praises to Your Name, oh Lord" nice song. Touched me and knocked my head because I had omitted God for a while, along while. My bad, sorry dear Heavenly Daddy.
Oh surely I need bed right now. Eh, to whom has following me at twitter, you had my routine thought, isn't it? LOL

Anyway gotta bed now. See ya!

Warmest love from my comfy bed
‎⌣»̶·̵̭̌·̵̭̌✽̤̈ Aiäi ✽̤̈·̵̭̌·̵̭̌«̶⌣

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To start a first day of Oct

2010-10-17T23:17:00.001+07:00

Good day everybody!
How are you lately? great, rite? Having fun, rite? *speak basi*
Oh yes, I just doing some projects of someone which I can't tell any at here because it's too private and confidential <--- *alibi*
Then, again, sorry for turning off for some times. And of course I always have good news! Wanna know and just check it out *wink* *wink*

Having long holiday of campus and company it's such as re charging a low battery, aha I'm not a robot but my daily routines were. Spent 3days 2nights at Tidung Island together with family and friends were really excited! So hilarious of! For story of this trip just let the pictures tell you (check my facebook). Actually I have wrote a journal about it and posted at friend's page...but..due to I'm blogging using ßlackßerry®™ right now and I forgot the link, also I wasn't save any bookmarks of so.. know I'm means dong. <--- *alasan!* sorry *wink wink* *big smile*

Ahaa.. Just create a portfolio of my campus paperwork. Well I'm not really like it, seems it's too oldies or I'm not had any trend of it :D okay, I'm just kidding. Someday when I finished my scholar I will published all paper works / assignments in a special blog, of course I wish it could help people which is needed.
Anyway I'm applying to becomes freelance copywriter but unfortunately I sent wrong portfolio! It's should be script instead packaging, design or photo editing. My wrong! Actually before I send it I already felt pessimist and I don't wish too much to get approved. Hahaha
I knew my ability so far :p

I just changed my twitter, facebook and blog's profile maybe it's bit 'lebay' but it's my wish and the thing that I love damn much! Hopefully I could make my wish/dream comes true :)

I wish I could share some quality things of my life in here with good story telling of course but the time was too short and I even can't enjoy it well. Believe someday I WILL !!! #promise #pray

Okay it's enough up to here, continuing later. Nite and stay blessed !

From here with love!
•A•i•a•i•L•i•e•

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Paperwork >> PORTFOLIO

2010-10-13T10:08:00.000+07:00

Some of my paperwork.. Enjoy it 0.O

First on September 2010

2010-09-06T01:23:00.001+07:00

Hey bloggieser Ơ̴̴̴͡.̮ Ơ̴̴̴̴͡ ‎
Here I'm again, for the billion times writing at middle of night! LOL
Okay I just having very hectic days at office and it's still ◦(˘_˘")◦. Well the class was over start from this week up to next twice weeks ahead. Really enjoy every inch of my hectic life, dragged my self to place that none like, yeap! I'm quite freaky. The good news is I'll be having long weekend starts on 8th up to 15th Sep, yippiii! Hulalala!!
Okay, I just don't know how to grateful about what's happened with our business http://da-eufrasia.blogspot.com, we got our way to the island! Yeay! Gratitude to HIS help for all, I'm speechless! HE did for us! Lalala happy to the max. It's blessed me, partner and friends. Well said without HIM maybe today I still trapped on the darkness of devil, none could help me on this unless HIM. Billion ‎° • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡ · • ° to the Lord! Praise the Lord.. *plok* *plok* *plok*

Just having simply chit chat with friend in Sydney. He just received a working contract in Bangkok and starting today he was been there, congrats dear! But I never agreed you placed over there, knew you could get another better ones. Well, it's your decision not mine. As always, T R E A T M E !!!!!!! (≈ˆ◦ˆ≈) ‎
A friend in Medan just help to find a song, ah finally got it. Thanking him so much and I just done download all A1's Album and now is enjoying it .. LOL
Planned to learn & play bowling, though it's fun. Well even always accompany friends play this but I always seated with ipod +  + their stuffs! ◦(˘_˘")◦

I just got confused with some people who's consider them self being a part of my life it's mean family but never did anything alike. My comment is ridiculous people, please don't make your self ashamed without knowing my self but consider your self knowing me and says all loud. Others (People who's knew me) were laughing on you babe! I even don't know who you're but I always says that I would like to known you better than now if there's a chance of it. Sorry to says, you're on wrong time. It's not because I'm arrogant but my privacy was not a public consumption even I'm a public relation (≈ˆ◦ˆ≈) ‎. But we still could being friends, again please stop talking behind me or else you'll get 'surprise'! This patient was quite nice to you by the way. ‎(¬_ ¬!!)♒ The bombs were get ready to be blasted.

Anyway I will spend my long holiday at island and Mother Town. Surprising me this week I got twice appointments. First from my lovely sister in Christ 'Stephanie Regina Halim' on 8th Sep for celebrating her 17's with Hollywood Concept, can't wait to seen. Another one is Princess Evelyn Valencia Lore planned to visit Mother Town and we'll hanged out like crazy, talk like there's no any time.. LOL The splash is waiting you! Get ready with the road by the way, hahaha.

By the way our two Prince were working in Bangkok now. Well for their better further. Me was missed my lovely Dede, the day before he flighted we're went to Mall, shopping till drop! Hihihi De, hopefully you'll get better and as always me and family are keep praying you for the best, Ko was included. :D
Also please improve your english! Hahaha
Mom is planned to move to Jakarta, and lived with us, her princesses. Maybe after Chinese New Year, don't know the fixed date.

I just visited shopping centre with friend, yesterday. Accompanied her to find a shirt for her daddy. I really like to seen man long-sleeves-shirt. If my daddy.... Ah doesn't like to much down on this feeling. Well planned to buy some for my brothers and my man (≈ˆ◦ˆ≈) ‎. Okay please stop asking who's my man, further you'll known Ơ̴̴̴͡.̮ Ơ̴̴̴̴͡

The bed was called me, ok lovely bed I'm ready to flight to the dream-land. See ya on next post.

PS: if you don't like this page please don't mind to leave and I never asking you visit here just being bad-treat with my journal. Stop talk behind me sweetheart! I know you loved me much till you keep talking about me, how I love you damn! LOL (≈ˆ◦ˆ≈)
For sure the truth shall be showed at the right time, I believe! ‎

"Your decision/choice should be blessed for your self and other" - Aiai Lie

God loves never ends!
Warmest loves from Mother Town of Indonesia,
‎⌣»̶·̵̭̌·̵̭̌✽̤̈ Aiäi ✽̤̈·̵̭̌·̵̭̌«̶⌣

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Sunday with Thanks !

2010-08-22T23:19:00.000+07:00

Happy Sunday with Thank God !
Just have four-a-half-hour slept and stayed at cousin house. At the very morning five-an-hour my bro came to picked me up as I need to ushering sister to church and so do I then went to campus but something happened and taaarraaattt we got accident and I'm almost got snatched! I'm rolled like egg rolls on the road and so did brother. Mine injury was not so bad just some blister on hand and feet and brother got so bad, his chin was leak and same at lip-side, also blister on hand and feet, huh! Pray for him the best and get well soon.

Anyway I'm giving thanks to God cause HE was not letting the worst happened. I may lost all my stuff and getting trapped inside quadrangle.smell.room but luckily I'm not and I even better than bro. As some people said that how could be my bro get heavy injury and me was ok as I'm not wearing any helmet and jacket, just simple T-shirt with no sleeve and long jeans, then they said that I'm saving and guiding by God's Angels! Well yes it's ! ! Giving billion thanks to God! ‎° • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü Göd ♥·♡ · • °

Then I skipped today class and went to watched The Expendables @ XXI Seasons City with the gals and ends with having breakfast for me, dinner for Dien and ends fasting for Ira at 17.45.30 D'Cost Seafood :) happy to the max !

Friends kept asking me, how could I have a fun trip, as in the very morning I just got shocked ? Me replied "Just surrendered all to God and letting Him to do the best in my life. So I could having fun as I wanted"
Actually I'm not so fine, felt sick on feet and hands, and even now my body and head were sick but I always put big smile and says everything gonna be alright and I'll getting well back in soonest! That's healed by the way :) hahaha.. This is the weirdo side of Aiai anyways ;p

Well I got quality time with cousin "Shintya Devi", having a great chit chat with. How I missed this moment, we're getting ber-nostalgia. Wishing you the best sista! He will make ways when there's seems to be no ways. Gonna have another meet with you again, loves!

Anyway I learned a lot about giving thanks. Hope everyone could learn something from this post! Today quote :
"When give thanks & forgiveness were always put in front of your mouth, remember you will get double portion of it, God shall not letting you ashamed"
"Be strong of everything you faced, He's the One could help you"

Oh ya, ‎° • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡ · • ° to some friends who taking care of, I'm ok and fine now, gonna get well in soon. Gonna be careful in further, promised!

Me : thanking God for today and I forgive the man who did snatched, may he got light on his darkness, I'm blessing you dear snatched man!

Next week me and gals planned to watch Street Dance! The Expendables was great, learned lots too about team and humanity! Highly recommended :)
Anyway enough up to this, will be back at newest post then! See ya ‎♥·♡

Be blessed and be lighted!
Warmest loves, `'•.¸✽A i ä i✽¸.•'´

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How I did give thanks!

2010-08-19T23:28:00.001+07:00

Hey! I'm here writing alone in a middle of night, just want to share a thing and things. "How I did give thanks for everything that I have right now! Yes, give thanks to the Lord". When I was realized and seen my past I knew everything was going on right now is a bless I worked for at past. Still confused? :)

Ok let me clarify, when I was dream to have a work, a campus life, a community life and anything else. I did dreamed my dream day by day. Now I got my work, my own business, campus life, communities and even a knowing of Christ! Actually it's such as grace of God. I got my baptism when I was 18 years old @ VW Tower 05.02.2006. Then it's continued to another dream and yes I got my full time job @ TCL Logistic 14.09.2006 then the next year I start my own business in supplying office stationery and even now I start another new business. The routines of church life like equipping, CLUB, choir vocal practice and bla bla bla. Two session that changed my life so were Father's Love and Leader Equipping, it's all about the broken heart problem, character building, Father image, Leader image, foundation of Leader and many more. And yet when I was doing the session Am not so touched but after takes time by times and yes it did. Now I becomes someone that ever crossed that problem and I could give a good advise for the 'curhat' of friends. How comes ya?! As I kept complaining of my life yet it becomes bless for other when I was won the 'problem'. I just realized when I was young (it's meant below 20 y.o :p) and newly comer to Christ Kingdom I always have a quality time with God, kept pray, praise, worship and read bible. Do the things that God allowed, trying to live in truth even hard. And the implement of it was now or maybe I could said years after I did. So now Am I still working & running for my salvation? Yes I did!

Christian is not a denomination, religion or else it called. But it's life, life style. Salvation is a given by God. God has given it to you but you do need to work and run for it. Your life as a truly Christian must changed and touched other. You're Man of God it's means you have ability like God but remember you're not God, you just have HIS ability. God has puts desire/willing and ability in you and now your time to respond it and do it. Without your respond, the desire & ability are nothing. That's why I said HE is righteousness because HE still rewarding our respond, HE could push us but HE won't. It's all back to you, your turn to. So how you'll respond? Your good respond cheers God's day :) HE also need you to cherish HIS day by the way :)

Just this I share at here, dreamed your dream, run & work for your salvation. HE is so nice, I kept thinking "what was God think when creating HIS man?" And I'm ends with these quotes :

"The more I know YOU the more I got amazed cause YOU're amazing!"
"God is working in you, giving you the desire to obey HIM and the power to do what pleases HIM (HLT)"
"You're build with same DNA with GOD, it's means same quality and ability"
"Everything of what seemingly small was a way to the big ones, and it's decided by your respond and commitment"

Be blessed and be lighted!
Warmest loves, ‎° • · ♥·♡äi äi♥·♡ · • °

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Saturday up to Tuesday Journal

2010-08-17T22:08:00.000+07:00

Hai hai hai... Lovely weekend was on the way and I got no choices to :( still had class by tomorrow morning :(( #cryinglikehell well well, I'm getting accustomed on this and guess what I just received my B'day present !?! Yeah a dress. It's almost 3 months ago .. Hehehe.. It's OK then, I'm thankful anyway.
Another surprise comes from my leader 'Kak Mar' she registered my name to join GM6/King's Ministry Gathering/Retreat. So thankful, learn lots, share lots, having fun with people I just knew that day. And we spending our gathering with 5 sessions by Pastors, 2 times sharing by leader and more than 10 times games.

I loves and like everything but one thing the most is 'Playing with the kids against session time' hahaha.. They're Josi, Janice, Angel, Gwen & Jerel. My lil' angels .. Miss you all! Beyond playing with the kids I also join the games and like always 'Wherever the hen go, the chicken will be followed'. My lil' angels join the group, our RED group.. And the yells :
Merahnya satu penggemarnya banyak
Ceweknya imut cowoknya ganteng
Merah! Buktikan Merahmu..

Hihihi! Well with proud saying our group was the complete ones, the solid ones, the charm ones :p and guess what?!? We WON !!! OoooooOooooo

Spending 3 days 2 night @ Cibogo, Puncak we're all got something special! And on Tuesday we're welcoming back to lovely city. Packing in the morning and carrying the heavy case, well my lucks someone named Julius offering a hand! Yippiii shalalalalala!! ‎° • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡ · • ° by the way

After reach home I started 'membabi' for preparing my self to 'membabu' by tomorrow :) well I planned to share the things I got when I was on gathering and it definitely will not by now I'm pretty sleepy right now, perhaps it'll started by tomorrow or the next day.

For ending this post, here I presenting the kids pic (just one and only 3 of them) and some pic of us I have in my  .. Have a great day ! See ya later

Warmest loves! ‎° • · ♥·♡ äiäi ♥·♡ · • °

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Thursday with Better Mood :)

2010-08-04T17:23:00.002+07:00

Apologize me for yesterday mood! I'm not getting mad but out of normal which all advised was crazy ones. I realized and finally so many people got ridiculous and silly advise from me. Huh! My bad.. Again so sorry
Well I'm not always on top fine but always trying to be there. A friend in OZ just preached, he said "Not because your heart came without 'Fragile - Handle With Care' labels doesn't meant you're not, does it is!" Yeah you're rite! Errr why he always my current mood? I kept thinking up to now. Guessed he has put something inside my mind, room or any related things. Huh! I hate you yet it hurts me! <--- this is sure statement!

I just finished temporary blog for DA-Eufrasia, let's check it out at http://da-eufarsia.blogspot.com give me comment please, maybe there's something need to 'kotak-katik'. Well I hope this one gotta be great in further and could feeds some people likely beggar, orphan, or else. I planned to hire some staff like said. Even they're not known about business or the things inside but I believe they can if they trying to learn more and more. Believe there's none stupid or smarter than other but just the one who knew more or less than other, God was not so free creating a stupid people and knew HE is so kind of all.

Today I will trapped again inside quadrangle.smell.hospital I hate been there. Huh!! Hopefully everything gonna be alright!

A friend just twitting me "Special twit for @Aiailie RT @GreatestQuotes: "Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of travelling." - Margaret B. Runbeck" I really like it! Thanks Dien"Sastro" that's why I love traveling most! Happy traveling! Happy refreshing! Hahahaha

Enough, got to go.. See ya on next post!

Be blessed and be lighted!
Warmest hugs!
Sent from Aiai's BlackBerry®

Second Friendly Post

2010-08-02T12:43:00.001+07:00

Yesterday I just faced cloudy mood and today I faced shining mood. What a ridiculous me :))
Mom just called me and said some thing good, like usually we're gossiper whisper of our self, Hahaha sorry doesn't had time to gossiping others. I like talk with Mom, she always gave me informed of hometown current situation & condition actually makes me missed hometown more. Beyond it I knew what is happened and could takes an option which is for our good-shake. Today I planned to call Granny but seems I gotten a bunch of bustle, as I have called her yesterday evening so I rescheduled to next day. Talk with Granny was fun. What a luckily me having a big family and some body to share everything.

This post wouldn't gonna be long as previous, I just happy to write all in my mind. Aha me and friend just started our own business in service providing, shall share it once everything firmed. And I did started my own business in trading but seems it'll run on January 2011 as I got so much burden right now and needed to fixed it up before the lucks come. Another business still on going but sometime felt would like to end it ups, don't know why. Realized all struggles I did through with Him, will count on. Believe HE always count on everything.

Me and friends were routinely watch movie every weeks, our freaks side was arise since 3 weeks ago started to watch #Inception #DespicableMe #SALT. Next Sunday I planned to do survey of Tidung Island, I will spend my long holiday over there for diving and some water-sport activity.

Anyway enough for today! Gotten fluffy flu and sneezing. Haiz !

Warm Hugs!
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First Post on August 01.08.2010

2010-08-02T00:25:00.002+07:00

Hi Lovely Blogger!
This post should be the first on August. Hmm got so much idea inside my mind. Oh ya today was my Granny's birthday. Me as a grandchild was not good enough, can't attend her party and I felt really want to join! Ah I miss the moments of gathering with my big family. Since I stayed far from them I really missed the most. Again Happy Birthday Granny, wish you a blessed Birthday!

I did speechless in front of someone. Sometime really do not know what should I talk with him. Sorry, I'm saying the truth. At first I thought could handled it but at ends I knew it's out of mine and I gave up.

I missed him suddenly and felt damn. Pretty shocked why this is happened after I end it ups. Huh my bad always, why don't I think twicely before make a deal. I knew I shouldn't talk about this again, I'm so sorry for everything I made.

I like to being Daddy lil' girl, but it's too late, I'm not having him anymore since I was at elementary class - grade 6. Missed him so much like I want to hugs and kisses him deeply and says don't leave me alone in a crowded place. I miss when he bring me rounded the way along, carrying me, sang together, ate, and even gave me a punishment, after the punish done you always picked me up and says something nice to cheers my days, you're always great daddy. He still owe us, promised that would gave us family trip in upcoming holiday but unfortunately he left us when the holiday came, then I'll takes it and promised to do your un-done part. I knew you always teach me to being more stronger than before and even being taft. But I'm still your lil' girl since the days I was born until I sleep endlessly. I love you Daddy! No words could describe your kindness and love to us.

I did want to being Mommy lil' girl but I knew she has put so much pain inside and how much the pressure she takes and even all the matter she carried all alone since he left. I'm so sorry Mom, I even couldn't make you happy up to now. I promised will be taking care you soonest. I'm so proud to having Mom like you. I miss you and love you, Mom!

I miss when we're all stay in same big living room, laughing together. I really miss it badly. Why does he left us so fast? Doesn't he missed us right now? Couldn't I see and talk with him for the rest time? And why do us stayed separately? Couldn't us stay in same city or home like before? Knew all was impossible, he was gone already, we're all separately it's because of destiny and it's all my heart feeling. Promised in soonest we'll live in a quadrangle place which we named 'Home Sweet Home'
But God, I'm begging You, next time if You want to take people around me please let me know earlier maybe about a month or a week before the day so that I could says 'Good-bye' and having a sweet-memorable with them.

I always being jealous when looks at other happy-complete-family! I wish he still with us and saws my child which is his grandchild, Mom also included. Ah I'm too much down in this feeling. Now my turn to make Mommy happy even happier than before.

Wish February comes quickly, didn't had any patient to wait more longer. Got so much appointment. Some reunions are created. And I did missed to have gathering with my big family in upcoming Chinese New Year.

Again nobody is perfect and so do I. Please don't mind to receive me as I'm.

Loves!

Last Post in July 2010

2010-07-23T15:09:00.006+07:00

A short conversation I caught yesterday evening..

Somewhere over a mall there's a man and a woman talking deeply about something so important.

Man : Thought you knew what I'm faced these weeks. I still loves her from the day before, I even won't this happened. That girl was my ex and now I'm not that into her again anymore since the day we end up.
Woman : Yeah, I knew. but times goes by and your wife seek you have meet her up. Even it's just Business meeting yet you knew your wife. She need some times actually, just give it.
Man : I won't live separates from my family, you know how it's feel ?? Hurt so much! I miss to hugs and kisses my wife every morning and evening and together with our baby.
Woman : Then you need to clear it as soon as possible. Your wife was so jelous with her and you also need to tell her what is the fact.
Man : Yeah I will. May God always follow.

***Both them went to somewhere I don't know and I still on waiting for watching film***

The point is ... I like his words "I still loves her from the day before"; "I won't live separates from my family, you know how it's feel ?? Hurt so much! I miss to hugs and kisses my wife every morning and evening and together with our baby." and her words "She need some times actually, just give it."

So actually he really loves his wife and he is not so selfish, he mentioned our baby, it's meant his and wife. His friend, the woman was so mature like saying "She need some times actually, just give it" it's meant she really knows what a woman need in a strange position. Ah can't gave comment too much, I even never felt this kind. I just want to says don't ever be selfish with your couple!

Now back to another topic, I just watched Twilight Saga : Eclipse, well not much fun, but ok lah for freshing eyes (singlish :p ). It was not much fun and good to watch, I like the first film, for the 2 & 3 were very bored. Don't know what will be happened at 4 which is planned to split into 2 film, don't mind actually. Well let see.

Another good and bad news since these weeks, I have my own gadget named BeiB and its costly gadget I ever use. Chit chat in a group of Childhood, classmate and else fellas. It's gave so much fun, treat them, laughing alone while texting :)) funny things. Meet in virtual world and guess what I meet my playgroup friends and I got blind without remember anything about them, also now one of them being in a relationship with my childhood friend. Hahaha funny tough, this world was so small :) Well it's good and bad news at the same times :)

Oh, my sister welcoming hometown today, I felt really jealous! Somebody bought her a return ticket. Huh why not me ? hihihihi Well I ordered so much things like foods, fruits and else. Let me share you a thing about my sis, thought she's the lucky person I've founded. First, she wanted a camera and flip phone without wait any longer her ex boy friend bought her 2 phones at once. Next is when she want a laptop, again without wait any longer her boss bought to her. the rest is this a return ticket, she's not planned to back home, me was planned but she got and me was home alone :(( Actually so much luck she got but can't write at all :) Well just hope someday I got my luck too :))

I missed to welcome home someday and had some reunion. Well I did, flight on 03rd Feb 2011 XX Flight @ 06.00AM and return back on 13th Feb 2010 using same flight @ 7.30PM. So is there's any airport pick up for me ? Hahahaha

Ah, my friend move to new board house, hopefully she'll get stay along. As I knew she's facing a big problem right now. Always pray for you the best Sista.

Another good news is some friends will get married this year. Happy to heard and sometime felt I will missed you guys badly. Please feel free to call me if you would like to had Bachelorette party. bet you will .. Hahahaha

My adopted brother was facing broken heart, Sad to heard. Well dear soon or later you will find a new one which shall accompany you till you endless sleep. Chat to me whenever you want, I'm there De!

Ah I missed to share some quality things but maybe next time, friends and me were agreed to create a new website/blog for share quality article or else. Well let's check it out later :)

Eitss.. It's not end.. I just got a call from Mom! She said a family came to our home and would like to married off her son with my sister. Oh gosh! guess what, my childhood friend's brother.. We'll become big family then.. Hahahaha and I'll get alone trapped in this city if my sister agreed. Happy and sad at the same time but I choose to be happy then :))

Ok enough for today, I have short meeting with friend this evening. See you later!

French : Planifié pour aller à quelque part sur le Royaume-Uni, l'Île Méditerranéenne et la Suède

Germany : Geplant, um zu irgendwo über das Vereinigte Königreich, Mittelmeerische Insel und Schweden zu gehen

Take care and Be blessed!

LDR

2010-07-05T15:56:00.004+07:00

Hey Everybody !! How are you lately ?? Now it's mid of year and it's early of July 2010.
Me was really good and got bleeding nose this morning. Huh.. Don't know why maybe it's because I ate so much of fried peanut and some chips.. my bad, but I like it :)) Enough let's back to the main point.. This is it..

This post is belong to someone who's now placed at overseas.
I'm taking this opportunity as the agreement between us, which is somebody needed to know what is the current situation and condition of Long Distance Relationship. As I learned lots from people around me which is ever being a 'guinea pig' too. Oh their goodness then =))
Well said this is neither because I care of you nor pity on you but you need to know a thing or things inside LDR. Here is some point I could says :
1. You just got a status, voice and text instead presences, sometimes when you needed the most she/he came.. It's just on your mind !! Remember 'Just On Your Mind'
2. Don't wish too much of candle light dinner on event of Birthday, Anniversary, Valentine Day, White Day, Christmas Day and etc. Or maybe she/he send you a bouquet of roses, huge teddy bear, any puppet or any gift else. Again remember it's 'Just On Your Mind'
3. Being lonely or hang out with some 'singles' people or else with people whose had same 'destiny'. It's not bad for sure. A little thing but not over too #sounds.like.a.song.of.someone.hehehehe
4. Well affair was always stay at first door, even you mind it's always there. It's all depended to your heart then. For sure it's not easy as you thought.
5. Don't mind to take a blind date if you feel bored with LDR, it's good for you. Eits don't forgot to says the truth to your couple before the worst came. Fyi, blind date not always did by difference gender it may did between woman and woman or man and man or else man and woman. For the third point sometimes it may continue to next step which is can be in an affair-relationship. Suggesting you being faithful
6. You just related by phone and internet, it's meant you're in relationship with phone and internet.. Hahahaha.. Don't worry, someday both you could meet.. It's someday I said. And again 'Just On Your Mind'
7. You'll often feel of silences relation, no care, no love or it's very flat-relation. Don't worry when you both had meet it'll diing out. But when, how long, what time or else.. It's the questions and big questions mark was following on your mind.
8. Both you always quarelling about anything but the fact of main point it's all about affair, presences, or else. Well it's depend to both maturity.
9. Well said Big No to third people who's trying to separate you from your couple, even they gave make sense argument. Remember all argument could being make sense when you feel un-stable.
10. Just a really mature people could take and did well on Long Distance Relationship.

For me it's hard, but not mind to try it =)) Don't ask me why.. It's all because of someone over OZ.. You've got it dude !! That's why I hate and like you so in same time ((=
As always wishing an Awesome Luck for you guys !!

Have a blessed day Everybody !!

Don't Ever....

2010-06-21T15:43:00.004+07:00

Don't ever love me if you can't trust me

Don't ever love me if you can't lead me
Don't ever love me if you can't be honest

Don't ever love me if you can't make me feel free

Don't ever love me if you can't give happiness, joyous and cherish me

Don't ever love me if you can't being faithful

Don't ever love me if you can't receive as I am

Don't ever love me if you not had any interest

Don't ever love me if you always cheating behind me

Don't ever love me if you can't treat me well

Don't ever love me if you just being threat for me

Don't ever love me if you can't handle your zealous

Don't ever love me if you can't promise to stay next to me forevermore
~Don't ever MARRY me if you can't LOVE me.~

I love you neither because who you are nor I needed you.

I marry you neither because I'm alone nor I needed someone to accompany.

No any reason to not loving you.

You're the one I asked to God.

You're the one that I want you to be there in my side until the endless sleep comes.

You're the one that I wanted to walk together until the 'final' call.

Never thought about who you are being in reality but who you are being in inner beauty.
Like Cinderella waiting Prince Charming or

Princess Aurora waiting Prince Phillips while slept thousand year to wake her up.

And so do I.
Till ends do us apart. Love you so.

Poem day! Here is one of my fave one. Originally by Aiai. Created this when I was discern some of my friends life after married. Poor them, but they still go on and move on! Thanks for always teaching me and being my partners in life. Wishing you guys much joyous!

Loves,

Wonderful Sunday

2010-06-20T23:27:00.002+07:00

A very long days that I ever taken since I trapped on Office.Campus' routine live, it's started on 05.09 and up to now I still trapped behind on my desk :D Just wake up early today for one thing, GOD's day. Been very long time never entry church caused by I had classed and yet I still could comes and joined the earlier ones. Sometimes I really shamed when people kept asking me "Did you go to church ? Which church ?" and I replied "Formerly yes I did, but after I classed it's ends." Actually it can't been like this, isn't it ? My bad surely. Today when I was entered I felt much things which I don't know how to says. Really I missed my socializing of Christian life, going church like other did, Pray.Praise.Worship together in the same times and also meet new people of God, and of course the essential is meet God, had an intimate times with HIM. AWESOME!!
Knows what.. I got something special today! The things that I forgotten already, it's about *KINGDOM* Life style of Kingdom. It's really so excited. and me personally was on fire =) The Sermon ends on 08.10 AM and me quickly went to Campus for join Final Exam of HUMAS and Statistic. I just excited on Statistic Exam, fortunately both courses were Open Book (my lucks and friends so), in Statistic class I'm like a celebrities.. left, right side, behind and in front kept calling my name "Ai Ai Ai Ai Ai Ai Ai".. Hahahaha Then I becomes spot celebrities on that time =) After finished I came home and take a bath for preparing my self to attended my campus friend's wedding party. Foods were OK and other will follow (sounds really advertise, guess what? hihihi ) the essential thing to came was to celebrate, share happiness with the Bride and Groom, then picturing some photo.. hihihihi.. and here is the photos of June

This guy was not my BF, kindly notes. He's totally my class mate =)

And I'm very happy today caused by I crossed my day with really very grateful heart, by HIS blessing in this morning and It's followed me whole day along. Thank Heavenly Papa =)

Ohya, yesterday I meet Winda @ JetSky.Regatta.Pantai.Mutiara, really happy and missed you lots. Having long chit chat, seated at beaches side, it's FUN! Missed so this kind moment... Well wishing you have a safe and comfy flight. Shall comes "Home" soon, dear! And who want create any OpenHouse for celebrate my coming ? hihihihi

Another good news is I'm opened my heart for someone whose wanna approach, seems it's surely funny and I never thought it's had been like now. Hope to see you someday. To someone at overseas, really sorry for behind the scene things. I'm not really wanted it's ends like this but promised that there's none happened similar to, ends doesn't stop us to related as friend, promised you again I'll did what you've asked to. At end I never broke your believing in me, so please did. Thanks for everyone whose had passion, patient, much care and do speeds my life. Much appreciate!

Well agreed this is my last post for today, been submit some article to my friend's website and now I'm really tired so. Gotta sleep ~!@#$%^&*

Good nite and Be blessed!
Loves,

I'm Totally a Care-Less

2010-06-15T18:03:00.001+07:00

Well well.. Don't says to me I'm so care-full, bet you're wrong! The test said so not me ^.^V
I'm who I'm, built my self with high expert, high sociality and high ignorant. For me care was a gift. I just so care to some-people-I-wanted-to. So I'm truly sorry to whom it may hurt people so because of it..

Now, I'm so into lesson of care. Actually I no need this because I still had careness yet some of people kept critic. huh I tired to explain so I take some books of care and probably it may help me at ends.

Thought this test make problem with me, if it mentioned that I'm care-full so I'm not into care lesson now! huh..
Some point I need to do :

Kept Related to old and new friends --> Nope, YM, MSN, SKYPE, SMS & CALL were online, BBM coming soon :))
Make appointment of meet --> Hard to do caused by less-times
Stay in care-line instead ignorance --> Noted
Try to be calm and nice to everyone --> I did already! ^.^V
Enjoy together times --> I did, but less meet

Just read 5 points only, the rest I forgot already.
Some of friends was not really agreed with this result, however this is just a test and it may improve some side to becomes good. Well well it's a Public Relation needs.
Becomes a Public Relation was not so easy as I thought yet it push to learn about self-builder, self-motivation, self-confidence, self-attraction, self-creative, self-knowledge, self-defense, self-solve, self-idea and many more. It's what I knew up to now, and all must be implement to Public.
Then, wanna becomes a Public Relation ? Yeah, I did! How about you ?
And are you a care-less or care-full ?

World Cup 2010 Fever

2010-06-15T16:24:00.000+07:00

Waka waka eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa

When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger, just like a Waving Flag,
Just like a Waving Flag, just like a Waving flag
Flag, flag, Just like a Waving Flag

It's World Cup Times!! It's fever was in every country! and me vote for Germany.. Hahahaha
No matter there's no Michael Ballack, they still has Lukas Podolski =)) Both them was handsome:)) Go Germany!!

Friends asked "Eh, you like to live in London, rite ?"
Me said "Yes I did"
Friends asked "Then, why Germany instead England?"
Me said "Don't know, I felt in love with Germany team instead player :)), Liked so much their flag, history of team and how to motivate each other! This it the main-point, isn't it ?! =)

Don't know much of football but I like to be apart and enjoy it. Hmm.. By the way why Shakira doesn't showed her Belly Dance ? It's great by the way! first time watched her Belly show when I was on waiting to watch COTT-3D @ XXI-EX-VIP-Lounge. Again, it's not essential for sure =)) No Belly Dance or had, this time for Africa! Go Africa .. Go Germany!! Sounds like the host.. hahahahaha ~!@#$%^&*

My Sin

2010-06-15T15:51:00.001+07:00

Please take a moment to reflect this. if God placed in a position as human which is had ability to revive and murder, created world and its contents, give happiness, smile and all kind of charm emotional. Can you imagine how it's feel of God once saw HIS human loved and bend down to others human besides of GOD ? God no need you, you need GOD! ~REPOST FROM MEIDA A.K.A THE BLACK MAMBA~

Ahh.. Just realized, this is me!! Oh Thank Meida for your post, much appreciated!
Let's check it out..
I love my Gadget more than .... even sometimes I get blanked and do not know how to use =))
I love my Time more than .... even sometimes I never ever been enough with my time =))
I Love my sleeping area more than .... even sometimes I hate it =))
I Love my job more than .... even sometimes I get so tired -.-
I Love my daily activities more than ... even sometimes I get bored =))
OH NO and BIG NO, must repent and forswear ^^

All About Picture

2010-06-15T15:23:00.000+07:00

Picturing while blogwalking :D

They Flighted

2010-06-11T16:38:00.001+07:00

Gotta take care it babe!! Will miss you guys :(( I answered them.
They flighted by yesterday nite, the day before flight we're like crazy kept calling and talking likely there's no time to talk again. Yeap maybe for amonth we're un-related due to I faced exam and they faced new place to assimilate, as soon as possible you guys gonna be London's member, when was mine ?? :D Well never knew distances could be the hardest thing for us and it's separate us started yesterday. I kept thinking that I can't life by the distances :)) but I did and still standby.. hahahaha Why distance always separated me with my loved one ?? Likes my Mom, Best Friends and else. Somehow, it makes me more strong and taft. Thank God cause never let me alone

Just would like to say "Goodbye my friends" with Spice Girls' style.. ;))

I'm Happy for you guys, you guys could reach and made your dream comes true. It's what I said Blessing of Lord whose spent us along this life-journey. No matter how far the distances separates us but line always related. Miss and Love you guys :))

Another is I made it completely, what is the meaning of "it" ? I do recovering my health, since mid of Feb I'm getting bad of allergic, cough, fever and flu but this month I could said that I'm extremely good against tired session :D And guess my private doctor [a.k.a my friend which is profession as doctor] said that I'm good enough and it's very fast session but I knew he just cheering me, Anyways I'm thank him cause always there everytime.
Next event is join fitness, got some pimples and guess I'm weighing.. :(( crying deeply this is all because of them (Newest London's member), they makes me eat and eats everytime we hanged out. Hopefully there's no delay again for this event.

So many task to do but less time in hand. Still reading old sealed books, too many till don't know which one must being priority and as always history one should be, unluckily there's no history book, it's marked as read :(( Thought I need traveling and bet it would be very fun if I could join my brother trip to Pulau Berhala. Well just make it as a sweet.slept.dream Gotta go now, Have a great day!

Todays quote : Above all else, guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life

Israeli Vs Palestine

2010-06-02T17:10:00.000+07:00

This is very hectic weeks for all Jewish and Palestine, poor them.. oops..... oh my wrong they always got it :) Wars was never ends from the old testament upto now! They're truly warrior =))
Okay I kept thinking about this, then I went googling and learn about history (I'm history freak too). Israel fighting with Palestine not about religion but it's about region, yeah religion and region were a different things but seems same for other "blind-people" again.. why Indonesia and other party of country kept sending volunteer or we call "Jihad" in Indonesia. Don't know to says but as knowing that Gaza was a former colonies by Israel and Palestine also parts of Israel's colonies.
After sounding-sounding got it but too long to describe, one thing Palestine kept fighting with Israel or other party it's just because they need food. If they fight they will got charity from other country and they kept their diplomatic with Islamic and small country which is placed in far-east and other. Poor us then =)) Whatever it goes I always believe that God had HIS own way to solve, HE never create the things or problem that HE can't solve, so then just surrender. Don't know which one is right, let them fight and us just follow the river and hang up hand from that case it's too difficult to help, they have fought lasted since thousands years ago and it'll never ends until HE comes.

For me it's just a game of world, remember that there's so many main things to do than saw and join their war which is none can't solve. Still remember about Illuminati ?? nah, search and learn this maybe they're the biggest problem in earth that we never concern. As knowing they controlled this earth activity.

http://www.matabumi.com/features/konflik-israel-palestina (take a look of this web)

Double-Two

2010-05-14T17:12:00.001+07:00

Well-Well.. I just forgot about what is the biggest happens on today.. Yay! 22 years ago I was born out.. So Happy Double-Two days for me as well as I wish that I got the best on everything :)) Hahahaha freak people greeting
Just got so many greeting, wish, pray and many more from my loved dears. I'm so thankful of what they did.
thought there's no cake but luckily at 01.10 PM Mamy Pudji's ordered one for me without my knowing of and it's arrives safely on my desk and soon will proceed to dishes and further to my tummy Yummy!! And guess what it's my fave cakes "Strawberry Cheese Cake by Bread Talk" :D
Well Another surprise is "Sushi Tei" comes to me on this Sunday :)) Loved so much, thank big sister!!
I'm so luck, last year got American Grill and this year Sushi Tei, and yeah I'm likely freaking-Japan in this year :)

Okay, nothing to publish right now, too happy to describe.. Just could givethanks in everything. Hopefully everything would be fine in further. I love YOU and YOUR people!! =))

Happy Birth-~~Burst~~-day to me, have a blast as I wanted!! =))

Packaging Paperwork

2010-04-13T00:30:00.003+07:00

Hi Everybody,

May I have your attention to commenting my packaging paperwork, which should submit within this week. Herewith I attached, asf :
1. Original Cover by Veneta System
Concept : Ink Refill

2. Original Cover by Joyko Binder Clips
Concept : Bear Binder Clips

3. Original Cover by Balenciaga Paris Perfume
Concept : Shining Fabulous Perfume

All Works using CorelDRAW12 & PhotoshopCS
Credit Goes to :
- CorelDRAW12
- PhotoshopCS
- Joyko Binder Clips
- Veneta System
- Balenciaga Paris Perfume

You may comment via personal a.k.a Japri or else comment on this post.
Thank you anyways.

Another Happy Midnight

2010-04-11T01:33:00.001+07:00

Arrgghh.. Finally I done it perfectly and upcoming project shall comes in a couple weeks. Oh well I'm awaiting on it :D

Arrgghh.. He just called me, oh my oh my.. Very berry HAPPY!! Finally after taken off-contact during hectic weeks. I do missed you so, oh well another good news he has new Skype's accounts as the past one was hacked by irresponsible people.
Even can't talk much but I'm happy to hear you're in good and me the same too :)

How lucky I'm have so much people so care to me, distance was not a big deal for us. Thank you all!!

I'm doing good, by the way Aunty's Bandeng Presto was very delicious till my tummy feels fines.. hahaha Another good food on Saturday!
closed to upcoming project, this hectic weeks shall not go away in soon so keep contacted even on hectic, yay!! Wish me much luck on this mid-test ya, it takes 2 weeks.

Oh today I learned about 'Soldier', shall share by Monday noon, gotta sleep, got classed tomorrow morning.

Wish to see you soon dear and dears!! :D

#nowplaying AOP - Do You Really Love Me ?

Nite and Have a blessed day!!

On Duty Weekend :D

2010-04-10T12:21:00.001+07:00

Happy Weekend Everybody!!
Shall attend long class for today and tomorrow since morning till evening. :)

I got very sleepy today hopefully could cross well again and this evening I'll attend my lovely Aunty Birthday "Tante Iyok, Ci Yanny's mom" and.... you know they will brought "Ikan.Bandeng.Presto.Ala.Tante.Iyok" I liked it so much.. Thanks Aunty!! But I still do not know what should I given to, huh..my bad! Oh no.. gotta go to campus.

Well, wishing you all a very happy day!!

Qualities Time

2010-04-08T22:39:00.002+07:00

Hello Blogger!! What a great day and time to having 'some time' to blog and blogwalking around :)
Yesterday I just have a bible study's time, I learned lots from the foundation, quality and respond. Sometime I realized that I'm not good enough in my life. With all the bad I crossed my day but actually that's wrong in additional I needed my 'best' people which I called them best friends to accompany me crossing this life. Step by step they teach me, from the tiny to huge one, easy to difficult one. Well how lucky I'm having they in my life.

These few days I crossed my day very well, no regret and no signed. Well it's called how to put all on right, not easy but once I knew how to enjoy, yeap I did well and very great! Today I'm taken one class after ends I went to picked up all paper I copied at Photocopy Counter, at there I meet an old man using very formal dress, using soft-blue shirt, deep-blue cutaway and deep-blue pants without tie, normally I named man with this outfit is complete.office.dress or formal.office.dress. He is really old, his teeth was dirty, founded much aging wrinkle on his face, but he is full of smile. I'm talk with him along 5 minute but he did cheers my time while waiting the bad traffic. We talked much, at that time he is working as a Parker. As wanted to known more I asked him much and let's check it out : "from the first till the last I always raising my thumb for him, he's rocks!!"

Me : Why you used so formal dress while doing this job ?
Old Man : Actually I always use formal dress while doing my job.
Me : oh ya ?
Old Man : Yeah, formerly I worked for Government and Dutch Company, both was at creative division.
Me : Wow !! "seemed unbelieveable" why don't you work again as creative team ?
Old Man : I'm getting old now, which company want to hire me again. All my kids were doing well only waiting for the youngest one to get married on this next twice year. So I'm free
Me : Thought without working as Parker your kids still can feed you, rite ?
Old Man : Absolutely. But I won't waste my time while 'waiting'
Me : Ah.. well .. wow..
Old Man : "showed of his big smile to me" by the way are you from office ?
Me : Yeah in the morning, but just now I'm from campus, I have one class tonight. And coming here to picked up all copied paper for both office and campus needs.
Old Man : You do hard ya ? (I smiled at him) Eits, it's free now you could cross it, let me help you on this "his job indeed :))"
Me : Oh ya.. thank you.. "my last conv" take care Sir and he replied me the same.

Well so much I could learn from my short conversation with him such as don't waste time, make every time as qualities time and much again till I do not know how to told you just could feel and learn it. Well an old man which is always trying his best on this life, working is not just to earn money but how to enjoy even just being a Parker. Well me as a youth generation and much younger than him felt very embarrassed. How could an old man which is actually must homed all day along and having fun with his grandchild but he did work as a Parker on evening as his part-time job and he did having qualities time with both his grandchild and life. How well he managed his life. Well I personally raising my thumb for him, keep up the good work Sir, you did much to me on 5 minute. And I always realized that today learning is a gift from God whose planned all things good on right time. Again, how lucky I'm having an awesome God. Work not for human but work for God, this statement I always keep in my heart. In doing anything please pleasant God, without Him you're nothing.
Thank God!!

Ok, should back to paperwork's time :) Hopefully this post could be a blessed for you all.
Have a lovely night everybody.

BEAUTIFUL WOMEN

2010-04-05T12:47:00.002+07:00

"Beautiful women shall wear beautiful outfit, full set of kind beauty and it's shall impress all her inner beauty. She is so Natural at all and She might be called G O R G E O U S"

Wanna be "Beautiful Women" ? As said, needed to wear beautiful outfit, full set of kind beauty and it's shall impress all her inner beauty. I just learn something to being beautiful, let me tell you what is the meaning of above quote.
Outfit, outfit is talking about what you have, what you bringing whole day along, what you do, what you say and what you think. Anything in your life that showed your self, it's your outfit. Your outfit might be changed depend to the time and situation. Like you always wanted to do after shopping, change your old and shabby one with the new one. It's nature, I do the same too. But in life sometimes you don't know which one is old or shabby or new one. Once you feel blind on everything sometime you could have to choose the shabby one but don't regret the shabby one still could changed to new one it's only by the time. Always put on top, that you must using good outfit everyday.

Full set of kind beauty, this is talking about make up, accessories, something isn't too important or essence to use but once you used it's showed you more beauty than before. make up or accessories is talking about your dream, wish, hope and love. without this your life would not as great as you wanted to. Believe that all women has these, but she might forgot which one that she need to put as priority, it's the problem.

After that your inner beauty shall be showed by itself, and those things impress your inner beauty. Once you wear bad outfit and full set of kind beauty your inner shall determine you're bad instead beauty and vice versa. Sometime you can't choose which one for you but don't give up there's still had so many people around you which could help you on this. Believe that God always put His best people around us. Though all outfit and the full set are a gift from God. He is so kind gave us special present everyday and our life is a gift that can't be trade for anything because He has traded with His blood and He lives immortal on us.

Thought above mention was so clear, and now.. Are you ready to called GORGEOUS ?? Let's start from now before the regret wings comes to us.

Happy belated Easter, may the sacrifice of Jesus never ends and we as His child always put He as priority in our life.
Have you send text to Jesus? :D

3D on Cinema

2010-04-03T11:48:00.000+07:00

Good day everybody!!
This post is belong to Jane and Popeye a.k.a Vincent, as per Jane request please mixed with Bahasa.

Well, My first time watched 3D on Cinema it was on 17th December 2009 at Blizt.Megaplex.Grand.Indonesia and the film named AVATAR, I watched on her first showed and it was un-text so for some of my friends it was not good idea, they were went to slept and others was kept watching. Ok, personally AVATAR was great, her animation was so live and the tone of color was amazing. I like Neytiri (Zoe Saldana) and Norm Spellman (Joel Moore). Zoe was cool, felt like crazy in love with her body and acts. Actually Sam was cool too but I don't like him at this movie, rather choose Norm than Sam :D sorry Sam, I like you at other movie.. AVATAR got really nice backing sounds and I like it very much.. But a thing that I can't really enjoy this movie is the 3D screen, very bad!! middle of the screen has black line, upper side has dark spots, same like bottom side, the screen was totally dirty at all :(. Then I always got problem with the glasses, due to my bad pug nose in so many times I need to stretching my nose or else the glass shall went down :(

Another film on 3D named CLASH OF THE TITANS (COTT), just watched it last night at XXI-EX starts at 10.00 PM ends at 00.00 AM. This film is great and I highly recommended on this :))
I like lots on this movie, let says Sam Worthington as Perseus, he is really cool and look-like man.. and he is not bad at all :D
Another are Gemma Arterton as Io and Alexa Davalos as Princess Andromeda, both they are gorgeous!! I like these two ladies, but I like Io more than Andromeda :)
No doubt for COTT and AVATAR too :))..
No comment for XXI-EX, much better than Blitz. The screen was clean. Just a things, backing sound of COTT was un cool, maybe they must learn much on AVATAR Backing sounds.. hehehe :D and again I always got problem with their glass :( Hahahahaha..

Enough then.. Today I planned to watch HOW TO TRAIN THE DRAGON (HTTTD), perhaps my friends will choose 3D one.. As I really want to watch on 3D, actually I planned to watched this movie on last Thursday, but got no ticket :(
And as to end this post, would like to says that I missed him a lot :(, seems next year was so far from now :( T.T

Ok then, Jane and Pop.. and I highly recommended for COTT, shall updates you for HTTTD :)) See you soon dears

Have a blessed weekend ahead!

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2010-03-20T12:06:00.000+07:00

I could Ride and Drive now!! Hahahaha..lol
Got riding license and should proceed drive license in soonest. I lovin'it !! Thank to To, Pet, Jer and Kay, you guys helped me lots :))
Actually I practise these since I was in Junior High School, but Mom don't know. I got my riding license twice years ago on August 2008, and this year I would proceed driving license. Hopefully no delay on this :D
Kay hoping that I'll get the license before they flight to London, but personally I don't know cause I still trapped with tons assignment and job.
Well well just wanna thank them for everything that they have done to me, much appreciated!

Gotta go campus now.. then see ya on next post ;)
Have a great weekend ahead!

Another Free Time to Blog-ing

2010-03-15T16:56:00.000+07:00

Hello Blogger!!
Sorry I have been leave this page for a long :)
Ok, now I still trapped on my assignment and tons job desk with nor good enough healthy. every courses had assignment, this semester I take 20 SKS [Packaged] and guess what I drop on first week! Too much pressure in hand and no much time to have a rest.. huh.. Well I might be proud with my score and taratt.. it was 3.1 in hand excluding 2 courses which the score was not had yet, it's meant actually I can take 24 SKS, damn system.. there's none night class on Saturday and Sunday, the last finished at 18.30.
Well no problem then, so I can take some refreshment for my self but honestly no refreshment. After reach home, there's tons of homework or else activity.. like ushering my sister, buy food, and else..
Well I'm not in good health now but I'm trying to not signing with my condition. Hopefully the best will comes in soonest so there's a time for me to....

By the way, I was very confused talking with my China's client, I really do not know what they meant to and guess what I feel blank, maybe I need to push my self to learn Chinese's Language.. huh!!
Well shall do in soonest.. :(( Crying deeply .. hehehehe

Aha .. I just got some supports from my bestest friends, by the way thank you for the supports and I do much appreciated..[KC's Family] I love you guys. Sorry for the rarely meet, deeply I want to meet you guys but the times was not much enough. I do requesting 38 hours in a day, 16 hours for sleep, 8 hours for works, 8 hours for study and 6 hours for play.. hahahaha.. Hope to get an approval from Almighty :))

Hmm.. tomorrow is holiday and I planned to do my side job, hope and pray alot for this :))
Wish me much luck in hand.. :))

Enough then, needed to do all the pending things..

See you on next ya..

Have a blessed and great day ahead..
Happy Holiday!! And Happy Saka New Year to whom it may celebrate.

Like & Hate

2010-03-01T16:17:00.001+07:00

Pink and Love animation was in town! Yeah.. It's February..
Many people says that in this month, Love was in the air.. but for me everyday Love was in the air.. :)

Personally I do not like my current situation which is I always get bully from my closer friends. They always bully me too much in this month, that makes me really do not like this month :)
I still remember when Kayleen say to me

Once Aiai got boyfriend I'll buy for her a hundred pieces of rose, or Treating her the very expensive Sushi!

Then Jeremy will be replied

Then I'll be Aiai's boyfriend [Laugh out loud].. And I will teach Aiai how to drive my expensive Ferrari. Also will borrowed her my bestest car as long as she want

Not enough, Peter will said the same

Oh sure, I'll being Aiai's servant in a years or else as long as Aiai want

The rest will be the bad idea, it's by Santo

Then why you guys do not to take a blind date for Aiai ? I think it will be very fun. Surely Aiai will agree too [He laugh like want to roll on floor]

My replied will be the same

I don't care with that, I'm sigle and VERY HAPPY" :D

Ok, I always got these. Currently they already got their couples, and while cheating and bully me were the very good times for them because I'm the one who not convenience with this couple subject for sure so they used to.
Well good friends!! They're ~~VERY GOOD~~ when bully me.. Then one day I will show to you guys that you are wrong and you'll regret with above statement, also will dun it :D

Make my month being bad! But in this month Chinese New Year and Valentin days will state in the same day so they even can't bully me in the same day :)
But don't know why, beyond their bully, they always accompany me on Valentine day. They said would like to cherish me so they will creat simply party and they came with their couples and also bringing single friends to acquantance to me. Sometimes I like them and sometime I'll ~~hate~~ them in the same time but they're very cute and kind.. Hahahaha..

They're my really true friends in hand which is always there indeed and needed.
Unfortunately this year will be the last year for us to celebrate V'days together, on June, Kayleen, Peter and Santo will have a flight to London and they will stay over there. Jeremy will go to Korea on December for along 3 months after that he will go to lived in London together with Kayleen, Peter and Santo. Huh.. I will go to there after I finished my scholar and hopefully I got my luck on this.

I will missed you guys. The best that I can give it now is just pray and my simply care. Always keep contact with you guys and do not forget to updated me ya.. Hahaha

Enough for now, the battery was running low..

Notes : Actually this article I made on February but I forgot to publish :))
Have a blessed day ahead!

March with Good Health

2010-03-01T10:18:00.000+07:00

Welcome March 2010! It’s first day in March :)

Due to my very bad bedtimes, approximately in a month I facing this ‘Cold Blood’, like an allergic which is facing me when I was in very bad health condition, like overnight, bad routine sleep time, bad food consumption or else.. This was really not good, when I was facing this allergic I feel all my body was very itch, huh! I’m not convenience with this situation and sometimes I thought that I needed to go to Doctor for checking my health condition. Overall this is my fault, I’m not good enough to take care my self for sure.

One of my best friends were a Doctor, he suggested me to check my health at his hospital but unfortunately there’s has no time in hand, huh! But nothing can debarred his kindness, he came to my house and check my condition. As he said nothing to be scare but there’s so many things for me to change. My bad habits were reflect this allergic he said.. :) Surely yes..
To whom who wouldn’t want to face this kind allergic, kindly take a note for below advising, asf :

Have a good routine sleep time 8 hours a day from 9 PM to 5 AM or 10 PM to 6 AM
Have a good food consumption, change your breakfast to tea + havermut / oat meal, for lunch and dinner it’s up to you but don’t ever have supper
Lessened caffeine
Do not eat too much meat, first time for was very difficult :)
Have a routine time to check your health condition
Do not too tired, when you was too tired your anti-body was not working as well
When you had on face this allergic don’t take a bath till it get well. Have vitamins for skin and do not eat any kind of medicine, and use Cajuput Oil to deduct itch
Change your bad habits to good habits from NOW!
After all you can say GOOD BYE to this allergic or itch itch.. Hahahaha

Several things that I must change too:)

My pray, Hopefully all of you have a good health in hand, without it your life will never fun. New blessing from God always follow your foot step. Grace and favor will be yours. Righteousness will be in your right and Kindness will be in your left. Happily ever after life was in your hand. Going together hand in hand was very good idea for each other.

Have a wonderful day ahead

Prince was Coming to Town

2010-01-21T16:31:00.002+07:00

Hi Guys!!
Yeah Prince was coming to town.. one of my family prince!!
Hmm....... OK, let me share some-thing I face from twice day ago till today feels. Twice days ago I heard from my elder sister that my elder brother will visit JKT for seeking a job. So many thing in my head was running from place for him to stay till job or else. Well I slept late that night. In the morning I woke up and found my self with so many idea for him and peace was in me surely. That morning I arranged my time to pick up him at airport, at first the plane was planned to arrive at 10.55 AM but getting late till 11.24 AM and pick up his baggage, almost 12.00 PM, no problem because I just arrive airport at 11.30 AM, while on waiting I buy a coffee bread "Roti Boy" and a bottle of cold mineral water. Tarattt.. I saw him!! Don't know what should I did.. It's has been a long long time not talk with him face to face and only us inside car. Ok, I push my self to enjoy the time and start soft conversation, asked his condition, his family [parent in law, wife and kids], his last job, and else. Then, not bad, pretty good!! Hahaha..
Came back to office and bring him to my room, before that I asked a permission to my boss, he's agreed. Well bought him a lunch "Nasi Padang" and offer him to ate. For me no Nasi Padang b'cause I'm on dieting :(
Then, he is rested his self in my room.
At the night, after having together dinner we're went to bedroom and start simple conversation between me, elder sister and elder brother. Well it's nice! Very long time not having such moment. Ok start to thinking about how to sleep tonight, well... like usual using king side bed, I always in the middle!! Nope.. It's feel really I miss that moment.. slept together in same room, same bed and having simple chit chat before slept, laugh together and saw them had slept tight.
And in the morning like usual, ushering my elder sister to office then I back to office and doing my job while starting to find a job for my bro.

Surely and personally I saw my bro condition was not very good. He's extremely condolences of his life, yeah its showed by his face. Helping him to find a job it's not as easy as I thought.
Wish me and my bro much luck to find a good job for my bro.

Well, I could learn from my bro's life.. Life is like circle, up and down, don't know how it's feel on up or down, life always go on and shall bring us much happiness. The happiness could be reach if give thank always be the first words to say out when facing anything.

Have a great day everybody.

Princess of God,

First of January.. [Third Week actuaclly.... :) ]

2010-01-14T15:50:00.003+07:00

Hello!! Almost half month I'm not post anything in here [sorry] Then.. would like to greet all of you a Merriest Christmas 2009 and a Very Happy New Year 2010 [Yeah! It's to late to says but always have a time to share happiness, isn't it ? and nothing to be late, rite ? [Ok, this is some clue to run away from mistaken.. Hahahaha]

I just feel free these weeks, the tight ones was gone and will be back in soonest :p
By the way, I wish you all had a great time always all the time seem sometime I lost that but for sure it was very delightful to have.. Actually maybe i can't said lost but I forgot to have that kind moment, yeah! It's meant sometime I'm too busy of.. For sure I'm not really enjoy my life process and time but I'm always trying!! Hard for sure.

These months I'm seeking scholarship in UK, I have it now at Nottingham University but the eligible only for Postgraduate, Needed to finish my scholar first then shall apply for MA International Relationship.. Yeah! Another relationship class, I lovin it!! Wishing and Hoping so much to participate this. May God allowed me to.

Then another good news in this month is I'm ready to leave the past!! The flight was awaiting me and will bring me to somewhere over the rainbow or whole new world.. Hahaha

Beyond the good news there's still had bad news. Hearing, sawing, Learning about psychological of human and humanity it's very hard. These months had so many issue, well just could illustrate it in one phrase "Iron sharpens iron, So a man sharpens the countenance of his friend" Zealousness, misunderstood, or any kind act which is could make war between human. Ridiculous & Miserable ? Yeah!! Just would like to notice everyone "Watch out in front of your mouth door and always guard you words, brain and heart" Surely the bad will never attend your day if you are always watch out and be guard of your-self.
Well above phrase may draw into positive side, "Human could support human, and human is the best supporter for sure" :) I have so many, glad to have my team of supporter [God, Family, Friends and Enemy]

Ok, just this I could share over here. Hopefully all of you could learn something and have a nice blog-walking.

Have a nice and blessed day everybody!!

Princess of God

My Lifetime Love

2009-12-22T16:26:00.005+07:00

Never been forgotten..

Twice hands carrying me.

Got confuse once teaching me.

Feel scared when saw me fighting.

Worrying me when came home late.

Thinking hard for my daily expenditures.

Pushing me to wake up earlier.

Always told me to had great score.

Pray for me.

Always wishing me all the best.

Missed me when I'm not at home.

Get soft-mad to me if I'm doing bad.

Never Rush me even urgent.

No pressure being.

Loves me endless.

Cherish me..

Make me laugh every single days.

Understand my conditions.

Known my feeling.

Fulfill my needs.
Never hurt me.

My Motivator.

Can't type again... This tears drop like rains.

All she does to me never ever been calculated with anything.

She is my lifetime loves.

She has done it the day before me.

She has done her part and now is my turn to make her proud of me. I promises it, would be happened soonest Mom.

I do love you so much Mom and I know you had loves me more than I do.

Happy Mother's day!

Wishing you a good health, wealth and all the best.

Have a prosperous life and enjoy your life journey

Your daughter,

And The Angels Was Sang A Song

2009-12-21T17:01:00.002+07:00

Yesterday evening I just had dinner with my colleagues of Kingdom Community. Very fabulous dinner I ever had for sure :) Sharing, cherishing, caring and lots kind act, very enjoy that time. Laugh till my stomach feel sick :p and I do like to says my thanks to all of them, they’re so kinship and I feel homey around them. Someday shall share about last night dinner and my colleagues.

Like the theme said above “And The Angels was sang a song” so noisy, funny, cute, lovable and adorable. Just had a photo of them and surely they’re so adorable. Who’re they ?
1. Janice & Josi – Daughters of Ko Petrus and Ci Theresia
2. Bravie – Son of Ko Jacob and Ci Airin
3. Abigail & Adel – Daughters of Ko Oo and Ci Limina
4. Aaron – Son of Ko... & Ci Audrey [sorry forgot her husband name :p ]
5. Angel & Gwen – Daughters of Ko Pohan and Ci Ira
6. Hansel & Rafa – Sons of Ko Wenpy and Ci Mimi
7. Gerald – son of Ko Hengki and Ci Shiena
8.Angel & Her younger sister - daughters of Ko Teddy and Ci Titi [sorry forgot Angel's younger sister]

While saw them playing around and together, make me missed my childhood moment. The shortest one carrying the tallest one.. so cute.. [hahahaha] Can't imagine at all but one thing I could learn from them are their solidarity even they are playing too hard till got hurt but they still play in happiness, not thinking about the hurt and without grudge :)

These kids, I personally very loves them even they're so noisy and I feel scared when saw they playing too hard :p but they always show who they are. Act being kids sometimes make me realize that this world not so cruel and I still had place in earth to share my struggles, happiness and all.

Today's quote : Solidarity, Unity, Love, Cherish, Caring, Understanding and Homey, we can have if we open our mind and soul to receive other as they're not as we're. No bitterness at all and beyond meet-less we're still connected, because they've place in our heart and they're part of our life.

Some pictures of us..

Princess of God,

Change is Necessary

2009-12-19T13:55:00.000+07:00

Am doing well these few days,, again -It's only by GOD's grace and favor-Just got some buzz on YM and several friends asking about "Aiai a.k.a SL" <-- What it's meant ? Ok, for clarify need only [hihihi] Aiai is my nickname and I'm very comfy with this name for sure then for SL, is my abbreviation name which is state as Siana Lie, actually stated on my identity card is just Siana, but I add-ons Lie [Lie is my surname]. Thinking I'd be use SL for my further post [maybe] enough ? of course :o

Back to the topic, 'Change is necessary' Going tight every weeks and it's doesn't stop me to change, times was go on and never take a second to break. Every breathe I take that was shocked me with now situation which is very different if I comparing with 10 years ago. Every journey I take and what my purpose it's advocate my future. What I've decide would be who I'm to be in future. Sometime thinking hard of these but I know, when I was realized that I'm not smarter than what I have & do. Surely Am proud, being stupid outside better than being smart outside, I think you all know what I meant. Also proud of what seemingly small but actually it's great and I have it for sure. If I flash-back to my old life, how wonderful my life was on now. Never ever thoughts that I would be like this. Really proud of my GOD's hands, HE had did it at all. Thank you GOD.

Life is all about choices, the choice you choosen determine who you're. Choose the right and start to living in righteouness, would be hard at first but would be easy if you allow GOD to walk together.
Being wise day by days in every section, while take a decision or else. Always pray to God and ask for wise, It's would given unto you once you ask, but don't just ask needed to seek and knock the door. Remember the bible Mathew 7 : 7 = Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you

Praise the LORD cause HE is so great. When I was 'blind' to see the truth HE gave me an 'eyes' to saw and clarify one by ones, even when my heart was brokened at all, HE glean piece by pieces to make it to be whole heart. How great HE is, an awesome LORD which never let me alone and never ever stop to love me :) 'Proud to be you kids' Thank you for always being my ABBY DADDY and always loves me lots.

Today's quote :

Don't be afraid to give your best to what seemingly are small jobs. Everytime you conquer one it makes you much stronger. If you do the little jobs well, the big ones will tend to take care of themselves. Have a wonderful weekend ahead everybody!!

Princess of God,

It's December 2009 Finally

2009-12-15T20:28:00.003+07:00

It's December finally!! Yippie..
Snow was in town, unfortunately not over Indonesia :p

For sure these weeks gonna be tight weeks. Having lots problem and gratefully I still stand stood, thanks GOD it's all because of YOU I can. Would like to get mad but I can't, always control my heart and my mood. The conditions was worst day by days and hopefully everything will going well as soon as possible.

Just got diarrhoea and sickening .. huh It's very hurt me .. How comes, while I was facing exam and lots paper. Fortunately today I feel Ok even not very.

Then I got my new assignment again.. again.. again.. every single week I'll face assignment or paper or else it's called. This week subject is CSR and Newcomb. For CSR I've done it in 30 minute, I'm not getting hard to find this because almost company do this CSR so it's very easy for me, "proudly" without arrogant .. hahaha..

Then another is Newcomb.. oh no this subject was very bored, how comes when I was search about this old man, there's billion result and finally I found his real name, named "Theodore Mead Newcomb" an old man with no hair / bald [hahahaha] and his communication model is ABX, huh finally and I'll in love with Un-Hair-Newcomb.. hahahaha..Eits but not finish yet, must translate all proforma paper into Bahasa then manage, create Power Point and some module.. haiya .. sometime make me going crazy with all assignment or paper. Actually I needed so the book of Theodore M Newcomb : An Approach To The Study Of Communication Acts (1953) [Am not born yet and my Mom & Dad so.. hahahahaa]

By the way I just realized that all great man, let's says this oldman has a good name I meant his name showed what he is. [But don't saw his surname or popuilar which is Newcomb but he has no hair so how he combing or for what he buy a new comb ? Hahahaha 'idly side of Aiai' :p]
Or else Harold Lasswell, and many more. So I suggested you all to find great name to your kids but before that always pray first.. hahahahahaaa

Another bad news is I still had class on 24th Dec [haiz..] how comes, I got no idea on this Eve Christmas :( I don't mind because I like this course actually. Btw, what should I give to my sis ?? any idea ? last year I gave her an import dress and I thought she likes :)

The good news are upcoming and incoming holiday,, Yippie.. This week will state on Friday 18th Dec, then Christmas 25th Dec and the final is New Year 01st Jan 2010.. and I'll had Christmas Dinner with Kingdom Community on 20th Dec.. Horay!! I think this year, Jesus has heard what I said year ago, whom has read my blog from first will know 'I'm faced Lonely Christmas last year and cried out lots' Then should I cried out again this year 'ABSOLUTELY YES' but this times it's Happiness cry.. :)

Again... Thank you Jesus for everything, can't imagine if You're not beside me. You're my Alpha and Omega. Am Yours completely, not just words but it's my life I put it all into Your hands. Thank you for given me new family which is teach me how to know You deeply and they're so good, please always accompany them, they also need you lots. Thank you again and I also wishes salvation for all my dearests. Am awaiting always, please never let me fall into deepest valley, if it's Your desire please accompany & guide me always and don't let me lose my way to aside You. In love with Christ

Today's quote :

The Beautiful Art of Life is Weakness, so that God could lead us and make way for us, His Greatest was showed unto us every single days but sometimes we never realize owing to our ego and blind. Make yourself ready of it. Good Luck Everybody!!

Princess of God

2009-11-19T17:11:00.000+07:00

Thank you Jesus for your grace and favor which is espousing me all the time *I'm proud to be you kid*

By the way I just abreasted my first bible study, wonderful really! It's started from Genesis Chapter 1 and each day should read and learn at least 10 verse. Hope I can do it :p

Well, today was rainy outside and I had class this evening, oh NO. Please and please don't let it be..

I'm ready to go now, c y..

Princess of God

Hugs & kisses

2009-11-17T18:44:00.000+07:00

-This post belongs to everyone-

I love everyone who hates and hurts me so, thank you for your hate and hurt.

I do love much much everyone who loves me so, cares me so and all the good things they've done to and for me.

Thank you so much everyone

I love you all indeed and needed

~Hugs and kisses~

Just Cleared It

2009-11-15T03:18:00.000+07:00

Finally, I just finished 2 assignment at this time which is needed to present by tomorrow.. What time is it ?? 03.00 AM, yeah!! I got no idea since morning and just got it once had finished my dinner at 11.00 PM, well... what a wonderful day!! :p
Lots people said my idea would comes once I feel enough sleep and eat.. Hahaha.. Kidding me but it's the truth at all :)
Well.. Really enjoy this moment .. hohoho .. No more assignment on hold, all is cleared already!! Yippie!! ^^
But, next week I'll facing mid-exam.. arrrrrrrrr... No.. No.. No..
I needed urgently textbook of Business and Management by Jeff Madura, btw.. Till now didn't get it,, huh :(
The clock is striking 03.20, no.. need asleep now cause tomorrow morning I had classes since morning through evening.. tiring Sunday!!
Would like to says my billion thanks to God cause HE always be there and stay next to me, guide me, teach me and always cares plus loves me..

Princess of God

^.^

2009-11-13T23:07:00.001+07:00

Late entry class almost 1 a half :( Luckily could join quiz session.. Thanks God!!
But should give thanks coz someone was picking me up from office and waiting till I finished my class, he also prepared simple dinner for me, what a wonderful day.. hahahaha
He's my new friend! Very kind and patient.. wow.. He's like my step brother over LA.. Missed my bro lots.. >:D< Hugs and kisses.
Today rained was like cats and dogs, almost 5 hours non stop.. like usual traffic jam around Jakarta and it's bad-est traffic ever. I need half an hour to cross 500 meter road.. what the hell traffic..!!
But should giving thanks cause I still got bless.. Hahahaha..

What a wonderful day!! Love you so much God..

Princess of God

11.11.2009

2009-11-11T16:52:00.000+07:00

Am getting worst these days.. fiuh

Don't know what should I do now

Don't know wanna share to whom

Don't know how to act kindly

Don't know.. Don't know.. Don't know..

Happiness' Meaning of Unfortunate People's Version

2009-11-10T09:02:00.000+07:00

This Post I copycats from email. Learn it, it's great!!

I hear some actors keep a sad thought or memory tucked away to help them with scenes where they might need to cry. I think we should each try to find the opposite; a happy memory, something to lift us up on those inevitable down days. I’m saying this because I think I just found mine!

I had some work in Glasgow today. I was on a really tight schedule, which meant I would have no time for myself (or my own work) all day. I was having one of those days, the train was completely packed out and the conversation going on around me seemed to be particularly inane. On top of all that, I had a bit of a headache.

Walking briskly across the concourse, I fished some change from my pocket. There was usually someone at the exit selling The Big Issue (a magazine that helps homeless folk earn a living).

As the crowd parted ways at the bottom of the concourse, I saw someone selling The Big Issue. You had to be homeless to sell The Big Issue. She really looked like she’d been sleeping rough. Her clothes were ragged and she obviously hadn’t had a scrub up for quite a while.

As I approached the exit, I saw that she was also rocking from side to side. At first I thought maybe she was trying to keep warm against the biting wind. But she wasn’t, she was moving in time to a tune. I couldn’t hear her, but I could see her lips moving.

As I got closer, I saw a white cane hanging from her elbow and noticed that she had sunken eyes. She was blind, dirty and living on the streets. I came closer and through the noise of the traffic and the commuters I heard her sing the immortal line, “… and I think to myself, what a wonderful world!”

I bought her last magazine for twice what I’d originally intended. She thanked me, then she picked up her stuff and went tapping off along the pavement - still singing!
So, I have my happy memory for the day. And I think it will stay with me a long, long time.

Feel free to borrow it if you like.

~Princess of God - Aiai~

Tiring ... Kring Kring..

2009-11-06T17:26:00.001+07:00

Is there anyone could give clues to having fun without spend money ?? I think impossible.. >.<

I need it really.. it's passed one month already, working and studying in the same time and also have lots paper / assignment, oh Lord I needed Your help much much much.. recover and give all I needed please.. I'm begging you even I ever said that I didn't like begger, yes I admit but for this time only ^^

Ohya, I have lots things to share however can't at all..
Err... I want to share.. ok, just one.. :p
Last week I just contacted my old-friend which is I ever closed to but now he is married already. Ok, just said my apologize to him b'coz can't come to his wedding party however I have a reason why I didn't go which is I got hurt once heard that he'll marry and in the same time I go to my friend album shooting as my promise. Meet with him for along whole week once I was free. Everything was flowed smoothly, we're having long conversation till the day he said that he want to flash-back like before.. Ughh, can't at all! I said to him that you should realized that now you're not a single available man, now you're married even you're not have kids yet. However he can't understood the condition so I decided to leave him and changed all my phone number :p we're lost contact again and I wouldn't want to contact him again anymore..Well this's my fault at all and I should responsible.

To everyone whose is getting ambiguous, just want to remind you that nobody is perfect, love your loved one and leave your ambiguous heart behind. Don't let the ambiguous make it bad at the ends. Consider your loved as one and forever, you feel when you get old together and saw your kids grow fastly with happiness and every inch of moment of life you'll feel it. wake up before it's late already.

To my lovely Lord which is always remind me, thank you so much.. I even can't imagine if that day i admit to relate to him.. I love you Lord

Princess of God -Aiai-

18.10.2009

2009-10-18T02:15:00.001+07:00

Hello Blogger!!

So sorry I've not posted anything at here since 26th Sep 2009, really sorry because I'm schooled now and have lots of assignment every-single-days and vice verse with my jobs, everyday I was 'market' to client office and hopefully I got lots luck. By the way, last month my neighbor just wishes me to be an entrepreneur or CEO.. hahaha how comes but I just said "Amen". The second days I came to my step-dad homes and I heard that he was proud of me and said some-things good about me. Don't know that is true or not, I just said 'Amen' in my heart. He said to his friends that has 2 Big-Boss in Jakarta want to recruit me as 'boss'. They would like to buys apartment, office, car and all inventory needed for my jobs. But my step-dad didn't talk to me about this. I'm not mad of that but I'm prouded, how comes "the only little Aiai' could influence 'virus' to them? really funny.
Ohya, at school I meet some friends and we're get closer each other, they're called Anya 'Zefanya Puspita', Ira 'Ira Syahfriani', Ubay/Dilla 'A Ubaedilla', Sucang 'Christopher', Desa/Rio 'Desario Mosqurino, actually have lots but I can't mention all at here. Above mentioned names which is we always go together. ^.^V
Next month I'll had TOEFL test hope could pass with high score so I can process 'jumping class'.
Clocks is strinking 2 AM, need to get bed now. See you then at next post and have a nice sleep. Good night!!

Would like to says my lots thanks to GOD because HE's answering my pray, even timely but HE never forgot me.Always thankful to everything that face off you, the bad one or the good one. Just remembered that GOD never let us alone or forgot us even just a mill second.

'The Best Is Yet To Come'

Princess of God -Aiai-

Never Been Forgotten

2009-10-18T01:33:00.003+07:00

This post is belong to someone special which is ever got special place in my heart. I just dreamed of you and hope you would be mine but the fact not said so. Just remembered that you're ever sang this songs to me and once you sang you lay down on your knee and said that if there is a chance to loves me as well as you can do, you'll take that part but unfortunately there's no kinda chance. Even our meet was so short but I'm thankful of it, you done lots things to me and I'm very happy of it. Once we hanged out you always take care of me, never got me lost. You always stay next to me, once I was classed and outside was rained heavy you quickly come to pick me up. Once I was sicks you buy some fruits and taken me to doctor. I'll always remembered everything that you've ever done for me. I ever liked you not as a friend or family but as someone special whose is needed and indeed. Thank you for ever standby me and always there for me even that is a past and would never been further either. You'll never been forgotten in my mind.
This songs which is my daily song once you stay far away from me.
Andy Lau - Xin Kan Bao Bei ==> Songs that you've ever sang

-Aiai-

It's Not Ours

2009-09-26T15:22:00.003+07:00

This noon I feel upset because some of friends confirming would go to swimming pool at yesterday noon even I'm not confirm the text but I do accompany them, before go, I preparing my self and also want to cook some food for them, to not wasted the dish I call them before start to cook. After call 3 people of them, they advise that the plan is canceled and now they're going to other place and I don't know for what and I won't ask anything of it. How come ya ?? ridiculous ^^ whatever it is I'm upset. Just call my closer friend and said all out, yaps I'm going to the right people, she just say the words which is motivated me and not made me down.

I just realized that even we've our closer community or friends or what else they would changed someday. Don't know they would changed to be better or worst, now they're changed, should I changed ? exactly NO, I would be a better human and also I learn lots things in this case. It's gonna be mine someday, the best one. I will keep smile in front of them even it's hard to do but I'll do to dare myself.

Just want to say my thank you in advance to them, wishing to have another fun trip with you all. If I have made any mistake in past-time I would like to advise my apologize. Thank you for ever being apart of my life. Hopefully all of you could wake up and walk out from the broken heart problem, I do wake up and walk out. Everything in this earth is not ours but it's a grace and trusted from God, just manage it to be better and not to own it. Thanks Jesus, YOU've open my eyes and answered my pray.

Sincerely,
~Aiai~

It's The Past

2009-09-22T17:04:00.004+07:00

"I've spending year by year without you and now you coming to ask me how it's feeling ?"
Well I'm upsetting by this guy, he just arrived yesterday midnight, after having along flight from Montreal, Canada. We're un-contacted for along 6 years and both of us felt so hurts once the distance separate us. After taking along journey of life, both of us had our own life and we never touched or mixed-up, even just say 'hi' by text, chat or else kinda online messenger. Only facebook was helped us to check both of us condition but we never chat or texted by Facebook's wall or email. I really upset once he asked me 'How are you ? and bla bla bla... How's you feeling once I leave you?' huh, I just replied him as above words.
Very ridiculous but that's the fact, I personally just consider him as my elder brother but I know he has his personal feeling to me and he has said it the day before he left me to Montreal. He was in Jakarta to heal his hometown-sickening and also to threat me as well as past. Actually I missed him so much, he's the one guy I ever believe and say all out what I feeling, he knows 50% of my whole life and so do I. We're share in goodness and badness. Every inch of our life we counted together but the day he leave liked he's gone forever. till last mid-year he just added me at Facebook. I feel guilty once keep silence at him but in other side I'm upsetting.
Over year by year I think it's enough and he does felt guilty once leave me. Luckily now we're contacted and we'd share as well as past. Well this is a short post from me to cheers up my free days ever.. Hopefully all of you'd learn something from my post. Have a nice day ahead!! ..^^..

~The past you've crossed just will be the 'PAST' forever but the future in your hand is waiting on you. Keep smiling and trying your best. The best is yet to come~

Princess of God ~Aiai~

Insomnia Night

2009-09-20T05:01:00.005+07:00

I can't sleep..!! huh, it's already 5 AM, but I even can't close my eyes.. huh
Well, type blog is the answer of my insomnia.
Last day, me and my friends has done our charity mission to begger and friends ^^ we gave them a simple food and mineral water, actually we'd like to gave milk and good food but caused one and two thing and refer to this mission is without planned before so the simple one is also OK and more than enough at that moment. It's very fun and I personally very enjoyed that time, after spent charity's time we're going to beach for having soft beer and I planned to having strawberry smoothies because I can't drink that kinda alcoholic beverage but unfortunately the cafe is closed so we just having ice cream after that we go to ate host-est porridge nearest clubbing and discotheque, hehehe..
I personally very like to saw the gay, transgender, lesbian or hooker Just looked their act, it's for fun only and actually nothing special of it.. hahahaha..
Today I just watched G-Force, really funny. Hope will have that kind of animals in future..^^
I also decided that on 1st Oct I'll on diet again coz I'm goes fat now.. huh
These few days I really enjoyed Jakarta's traffic, no more traffic jam and lots dust.. What a wonderful city.. hahahaa..
I guess my friend is wondering that I'll tell them who's someone I waiting for, hmm guys, let's it be the riddle.. This is regarding my previous post, what's a funny things.. hahahaha..

Anyway Just want to wishes everyone Happy Eid Aifithr 1 Syawal 1430 H - and I would like to advise my sincere appologize in every respect and external that I have done. Happy holiday and have a wonderful holiday ahead

Blessed to be bless
God's princess ~Aiai~

Free Day

2009-09-17T21:59:00.006+07:00

Today is my free day ever, just checked facebook, chat using YM / MSN / SKYPE, then call some friend and typing.. really enjoy this day, how long never been like this.. xixixixi

By the way, I'm very poor this month, I was running low on mobile credit, fuih, can't even text my friend or call them.. huh,, Just dreaming who want to sent a mobile credit to me.. hahahaha..

I still thingking about my elder sister, she's never trying to make it good, she just follow the situation and condition, so poor and pitty she is. Just pray and support her is the best way that I can do for now.

Hmm, I'm missed Medan so much, Mom and all my friends stayed over there, but unfortunately I can't.. the ticket was very expensive.. for return flight needed to spend IDR. 3K, huh..!! Wishing someone will send me a return flights ticket or maybe overseas ticket is OK too.. hahahaha
Also I'm not have any plan in this holiday maybe just homed all day along while preparing my self to starting new program "Degree-Class", will start on this coming October.. Yippie!!

Btw, I just realized that I need to move one step ahead to expert my goal. Really hard but needed to do.
The clock's stinking 10 now, I need to take asleep. see you, then! Nite~~

"Just do your best and may God take the rest"

Blessed to be bless
Princess of God =Aiai=

Changed!!

2009-09-16T13:43:00.003+07:00

Haiz, not feeling well these days.
This morning is the hardest morning I've ever cross, how come, I'm on queue at campus locket and nothing I got at the end. Really want to eat the BAA staff.. huh..

Nowadays I'm not in a good mood, my tear drops every single days for useless things. I care with them but they even seen my care, really hurts me deeply but who cares of that again, me personally DON'T CARE of it now! I'm too enough of it.. I'm not a recycle bin, once you want you can come but want I want to share my struggles out, none beside me. Always put your pain in me and share every-sadness-thing, but did you know that I cried out for you every single days and always pray for you too. Seems I'm just a like a dust.

Forgot it ~~

Huh,, Actually I'm decided to forgot him and finally I can.. hahahaha
Every single days my closer friends offer me their best-est candidate.. It's really funny but I always told them that I already had the one I want to wait his coming to Jakarta. Surely this is just a clue to run away ^^
Really I'm not ready of it, in the same time my elder sister just ended her relationship with her boyfriend, so sad and I'm stressed of her act. This is the fact of relation-lifestyle..

Just want to warning all of you "If you whose is started to having a real relationship please behave and always take good care each order, please don't be 'playboy' 'hooker' 'or else bad act' cause it is insult other and really hurts deeply and please consider your relationship commitment"
Well, break or un-break relation it's depend to how both of them take care but if already break just leave it and prepare yourself personally to see the further cause maybe she/he is not a right man/woman for you. Open your mind, grab the positive one and left the negative one. Always surrender all to God, HE will give the best for us.

"We never know what will we face tomorrow but we can prepare ourself the day before, open your mind and grab the positive one. Have a wonderful day ahead"

Blessed to be bless
Princess of God ~Aiai~

Hello ^-^

2009-09-09T16:39:00.005+07:00

Hello Blogger!!

hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. Don't know how to start ^^
Finally someone tell me about blog, I had been forgotten this blog for awhile.. =) Surely I'm not ready for this now but am forcing my self to do. hahaha..

Well just want to review my blog-life.. I've spending my lots time for useful things and case but finally I got nothing and usually I called it "Thank You Project"
How it's come ? then I'll reply it's comes well and softly plus naturally =)
But I learn a lots experience on these "Thank You Projects"
I like every job desk instead being begger, but sometime I feel that I'm begging some people for a things.. hmm.. Now I realized that sometime I'm a begger.. I retype "SOMETIME" only ^^

Who cares being a begger for awhile and for a happiness..
I learn a lots things nowadays but regretfully can't post it at all. Sometime being quite is more than good than being pretty quite. In silences my brain and my heart are working well and faster ^^ .. but I'll never want to living in silences mode in along my life time. How comes I am, really not ME!! =) Just need a break time sometime but not always ^^

Today's quote :
if you, to whom is facing problem, please don't let the problem control you but you must control it. Don't just see the problem but see what is a hidden-wonderful inside the problem. For every-thing which is facing, believe it's a grace and favor to teach and make you grow one step ahead. Enjoy everything!!

Just let it be and let it go, you'll blessed of it someday in soonest.

I, personally happy can share in this blog and to all of you.
Surely I'm not kind of people who can share everything by words and sounds, soundings weird but it's the truth, my closer family, friends or just a friend will never know my whole life, I'm very closer of it. I always being jealous heard some-people can out load what they feel inside in goodness or badness but that's not me, I just can share my happiness and some sadness is just a pass part which is I already being forgotten for along time and share it out just for their knowing and just for their learning.

"You can SHINE!! No need to like other just being your self"

Wish you all have a happily ever after life.
Always smile and praise HIM in every season.

Blessed to be bless.

With Love,
Aiai

Simple Wish

2009-06-29T13:45:00.003+07:00

I just want to be a good and kind girl.
Living in a simple happiness and filful my life with love, grace, favor of God.
Wishing to make my family, friends and everyone advise on how to solve their problems and responsible of everything they needs and done.
But I had shared my struggles over the year and I know a thing or two about what has worked for me. I have to do the simple one for them hopefully they can feel it and will be my much appreciated. Somehow it's costly and timely but hopefully I would never made a regret-ness for them and no sadness again. Thanks God for today..
I do love you God more and more..

Blessed to be blesse
-Aiai-

A heart

2009-06-16T16:27:00.002+07:00

A heart .. is talking about something sensitive, pure, nature, brittle and sometime can be strong.
A heart .. is not always talking about love each other between human to human, human to God, human to animals, human to plants, human to things but it's simply between self to self ans itself.
A heart .. is sometime can break the huge than the tiny one
A heart .. which can be broken not due to sadness but sometime due to happiness
A heart .. which is created by the GREAT's hands
A heart .. to hold and to hand on the heavy one
A heart .. to known deeply than what have to do
A heart .. will never broke at all even felt the worstest one

Having a heart which is not like other but can do better than other and itself. Sometime feel a heart is broken by the tiny but that's not the right, it's not broken at all but it's broke piece of the whole heart and till HIS time it'll be healed by HIM. Just still waiting till HIS time quietly and patiently, HE will come to waive our sorrow, repair the broken, create the new, add something, make up it and at the end it's GORGEOUS!!

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

Ambiguous

2009-04-09T00:12:00.003+07:00

Well, coming back to blog again due to can't sleep, even the clock is striking 1 AM. back to the topic, some of my closer friends based in Medan said that I should found someone who could love me truthly and deeply. Inside of my hearth I can't do, but am tried to do. Tried to closer with another guy which really I don't want. huh!! After chit chat with them, they said I'm ambiguous with the one I love and the other I've closer.

With this blog, I'd like to says my deepest sorry to everyone who has got hurts by me. Worst to worst I really appreciated with what they have do to me. To you all :
- Thanks for loving me
- Thanks for caring me
- Thanks for always being
- Thanks for always stand by me
- Thanks for everything that all of you have done for me
- Deeply thanks for all
- Deeply sorry for every wrong that I've done it in past, present and future

Even I'm not have a brave to says directly but I known that all of you know how much I appreciated and love it. I do received all kind of it with regards and another one is thanks for showed to me the cruelness world with right way so that I'd learn it and see the positive side of it.

Love you all
Blessed to be bless
_Aiai_

Missing....

2009-04-08T21:09:00.002+07:00

Missing him badly... arrgghhhh
Todays I was search his FB (try to see what has he updated his own ^.^) and really am awaiting his online by MSN but till now he's NOT online.. huh.. Why I should miss him?! I also don't know.. ^.^

I'm getting little dizzy now .. LOL
Somehow this is the truth behind my love life story. I, personally was very proud with people who can and want to survive for their love life story. Even they needed to suffer for their loved one.. That's GREAT!!! one word "AWESOME" four thumbs for you dude .. LOL

Whenever I got a chance to stay next to him maybe I want asking him to don't stay away from me.. I said "Maybe"^.^
Enough for today. Sorry must going back to bed room now.. -.-

Blessed to be bless
_Aiai_

Stuck On Day

2009-04-06T14:05:00.003+07:00

I don't know why today was very confused for me. My brain not working as well and even I can't enjoy my work, it's something happen with me..? maybe
I tried to enjoy but I can't. What happen again..

I should call my IT to upgrade my brain to be core to duo .. LOL
Is core to duo same as vacation ? Absolutely YES!!

Sunday Issue

2009-04-05T14:57:00.005+07:00

Happy Sunday.. I have lots of my happy lists.. But I just want to share one of my list. ^.^
Finally, even I can't said to him directly but I should realize that I fall in love with him. Am scared to said and to have him. He's more than what I want so I decide to not receive him, I'll be his problem. Somehow I want he know that I love him deeply. Some introduce about him.. He's one year elder than me, he's my senior in high school, the first day I had meet him is at swimming pool. That day I don't know he and his gang is my senior in high school :p LOL
Before we know each other, he tried to closer my friend but at the end don't know why suddenly he closer to me and we have share lots about our life. Surely I know that something wrong with my heart :) But that is the fact of 6 years ago, suddenly I gone and went to Jakarta, we never keep contact cause I've changed my mobile number. Fortunately now we were contacting by MSN, FS & FB.. but I still not have a brave to closer again, as I know he is in a progress of relation with one girl but I don't know that issue is right or not.. :)
Sometime I wondering to have a meeting with him .. Am I too hope ? LOL
Regretfully I won't made any mistaken in present or future, so I decide to not do it for now till I'm ready for it! Well as long as I can keep contacting with him, it's enough for me even I wont more. I should getting accustomed with it... :)
Thanks God because you give me a chance to said my apologize in past and I could contact him again even just simply chit chat..

Love you God.
Blessed to be bless
_Aiai_

Fact Of Righteousness

2009-04-04T16:26:00.002+07:00

Sometime we'll never enough with what we have. Yes, I certify! But sometime in the same time and un-same place, lots of people should and might felt enough with what they have. Maybe am not the good-speaker or leader in this field but one thing I know is there's no righteous in this world. Should I keep wondering and hoping of this ? exactly "NO"!! One of my friend said "Because there's no righteousness in this world, you as a human by God's creates must be do the righteousness and show off to this world, even it's very cruel. Not pursue each others but you should had your own ways"

Well, I won’t to reply what have my friend said before but should he ever think that what he has said before is not make sense by some people in this world and had he do it by his-self ? I don't think so. Aha.. that’s the fact! Well have lots of insane human staying alive in this world and have lots of them are hurt lots of their closest one. Shit rite? Absolutely.. My simply words, Don’t care with each bad things are facing you just stay in the kind line of God, maybe that's the right way to stay over this world till our endless rest time :)

Blessed to be bless
_Aiai_

Am Zealous

2009-04-04T13:44:00.003+07:00

Wah.. Akhirnya nge-blog lagi.. sekian lama pergi dari dunia per-bloggeran.. hoho..
Well.. klo lagi ga enak nic, enakan nge-blog. Bahu & tempat ku berkeluh kesah setelah di JC. Namun terkadang ga enak juga, mungkin karena terlalu terbuka.. hehe.. Gpp, itung-tiung sharing tentang kehidupan..

Terkadang aku tuh sangat-sangat iri sama orang-orang yang punya kehidupan yang sempurna bak putri raja.. Wihh.. Mau banget.. Tapi apadaya, aku hanyalah seorang putri biasa bukan putri raja >.<>
Herannya dah tau ga sempurna kenapa musti selalu menuntut aku tuk jadi sempurna.. ya ga bisa toh ya, wong aku cuman manusia biasa. Kesempurnaan itu kan milik Tuhan (Alkitab banget :p). Dah dibilang aku ga sempurna masih aja maksa. Dasar orang-orang stress & kurang kerjaan. Hobby banget ngurusin kehidupan orang lain.. urus diri sendiri aja ga becus.. ^.^V

Well, sampai sekarang aku tuh masih bingung kenapa ya makhluk-makhluk aneh nan ajaib bin over unique masih staying alive in this lovely world ? Apa mereka ga pernah sadar ya akan profesi mereka yang sangat-sangat mengganggu orang itu. Ku maafkan deh tanpa mereka minta maaf ^.^ Peduli amat dengan mereka, toh ga pernah membawa keuntungan buat aku dan selalu jadi parasit.

Ini lah beberapa type makhluk-makhluk aneh nan ajaib bin over unique yang harus di hindari :
1. Si Loan Virus yang suka banget ngutang dan ga pernah bayar. bahkan bisa di bilang lenyap setelah berhutang
2. Si Gossiper Whisper yang selalu omongin orang yang ngak2, bahkan yang ga benar pun bisa di buat jadi bener.
3. Si Masking Face yang selalu berwajah lugu nan sempurna di depan orang2 tapi klo di belakang, di caci-maki-lah si korban
4. Si Lieness yang selalu bohong, ga tau bohong untuk kebaikkan diri sendiri orang kebaikkan orang lain
5. Si Big Liar yang selalu mengucapkan janji-janji palsu, herannya aku juga bisa percaya.. geblek.com
6. Si Cheaterest yang selalu menipu.. entah apa aja bisa dia buat jadi beneran
7. Si Teaserest yang selalu mengejek orang tapi ga pernah nyadar diri sendiri. Klo cuman bercabda sic gpp, tapi parahnya itu di buat seakan-akan nyata dan orang lain jadi berpikir yang ngak2.. idihh.. ga banget dah..
8. Si Un-Have-Responsibility-Human yang ga pernah bertanggung jawab bahkan untuk hal kecil pun ogah untuk bertanggung jawab

Well sejauh ini sic cuman ini.. tapi ga tau deh nanti kedepannya.. Herannya, They still staying alive in this earth even have lots of human doesn't like them.. ck ck.. TOP BAD dah orang2 begitu
But, must always give thanks to JC coz He's good.. ♥ JC.. muach muach

Blessed to be bless
_Aiai_

Golden - My Lovely Doggy

2009-03-21T15:19:00.013+07:00

One-day-full-with-Golden.. From attending me once do my list, playing together, eat some food till night and we sleep together in my room.
Here, I presenting Golden as my lovely doggy.. :p

Just wake up from his "Bobo siang"

After get a bath

Still watch out his food even in mid night :p

Mengucap Syukur

2009-03-21T11:13:00.002+07:00

Hari hari ini aku lupa mengucap syukur.. betapa dudulnya aku..
Pas ketimpa masalah yang dah ga ada jalan keluar aja baru deh cari JC.. huh..
Aku malu banget.. betapa tidak, istilahnya "Elo itu klo pas susah aja baru cari gw, klo seneng aja ntah kemana" betul sic.. hihihihi..

kemarin aku di timpa masalah.. masalah kantor sic.. Masalah clienku, aku yang dari awal sudah menjanjikan hal yang di inginkannya eh tau-taunya at the ends ngak bisa menepati. Bukan salahku & bukan salah kantorku juga tapi tepatnya salah Agent baru yang lebih dudul dari aku (mumpung dia ga punya FB/Blognya & dia juga ga ngerti B.Indo, maklum orang Ukraine) hohoho.. betapa tidak aku stress berat karena ga bisa menepati janjiku kepada client ku ini.. aku malu banget.. aku yang ga pengen & ga mau di bilang ga bisa nepatin janji or cuman ngomong doang or ngak bertanggung jawab or else sejenisnya.. Di situasi yang sulit ini aku merasakan kekesalah, marah, sebel and semua yang jelek2.. Akhirnya aku langsung minta tolong sama DIA. even sangat berat karena masih pakai topeng maluu-ku.. Well memang ngak sesuai dengan kehendakku tapi keesokan hari-nya tepatnya hari ini and tadi pagi aku call ke Clientku.. Awalnya masih haha hihi pas ngobrol trus pas pertengahan aku minta maaf and menceritakan semuanya.. huhuhu.. Aku malu banget.. hiks hiks..
Berkat pertolongan JC, clientku meng-OK-kan.. Selamat deh.. klo ga, mungkin akan di denda $500 untuk arrange as promises.. arrghh... ga gede sic menurut orang kaya.. tapi gede menurut aku..

Akhirnya oh akhirnya .. memang pertolongan-NYA kelihatan terlambat tapi tidak pernah terlambat.. Terima Kasih JC.. Sungguh ku berterima kasih.. Aku berharap JC bantu sampai semuanya selesai dan untuk yang satu lagi juga..

Well, ini masih 1/2 perjalanan dari proses yang ada.. masih musti tunggu customs clearancenya.. Semasa menunggu masih ada 1 lagi yang sedang proses juga.. Ya Tuhan hanya Engkau yang bisa membuat para manusia2 di dalam customs itu berbaik hati & mau mengeluarkan container2ku..

Thanks to JC - helpful me so much , thanks to my Boss - always do the best for his staff & thanks to my client - for the forgiveness and hope you'll give us a change to serve you next time :)

Klo semua dah kelar mau cuti 2 hari ah.. mau refreshing ke pulau.. hahaha.. hope so.. :p

Anyways.. Started from now, should give thanks everyday neither in good or bad its a MUST!!

Blessed to be bless
Love Complicated Life!
-AiaI-

The Truth Behind David Widjaja's Incident That Has Not Yet Been Revealed.

2009-03-16T22:37:00.000+07:00

March 5th 2009 23:37

Today I and some of David’s friends in elementary – senior high school, visited David’s family at their home, to express our condolence towards the tragedy, and to seek for the real truth. All of us (David’s friends and teachers) believed that he did not do such a crime that the media had published. As we've just arrived, his parents and brother welcomed us, and we discussed what had happened there.

The more we try to figure out this case, the more we find various oddities which are not yet revealed. For the sake of clarifying this, David’s best friend from NTU called Edwin, who already pawned his bachelor degree, trying to reveal the truth. We would like to express our big gratitude toward him. Finally we would like to spread the truth story about David Hartanto, our best friend.

Several discordances:
1. Published by the Media, was that David had attacked Professor Chan Kap Luk, then initiated a suicide by slicing his wrist. Where did the news come from? What was their purpose publishing false news mentioning David had slashed his own wrist?

2. When David’s family arrived in Singapore on Monday 2th March 2009, the night after the incident, The Family demanded to directly identify David’s cadaver however there were certain parties who forbade them. They said that it’s the rule, so family tried to be cooperative even while struggling to face this utterly shocking incident.

When The Family had been allowed to recognize David’s cadaver after waiting for one day, nevertheless Family were allowed to view only David’s cadaver from neck until head, while the rest of his body part were covered in plastic. Even they had asked to lift open the plastic and wanted to see his entire cadaver. The Family had confirmed to the Singapore Police that there was no wound on his wrist. The Family also found there were many plaster on his front neck (neck under chin).

The question is, why were they made to wait for 1 day just to see their son’s dead body, despite being so near after having traveled so faraway?

Why was David’s cadaver concealed in plastic, and not allowed to be revealed? Is there any such rule? Or was it just a manipulation effort to cover the truth?

Where did the wound on his neck come from? Why were there so much blood around David’s buttock? And why no media was allowed to mention this?

3. Forbidden of identifying David’s cadaver, The Family decided to visit the spot on Monday night, however when they were there, there was no blood left, nor police line, it had already been cleaned. Only within 7 hours after incident the spot had been cleaned totally. Is there any reason why they had so vigorously cleaned up such an important incident spot? It should not be difficult to clean it later after the Family Visit, even after the blood had dried for days or even weeks, especially on such shiny surfaces. Any housewives could clean it in less than 20 minutes.

4. Then The Family visited David’s room and they found all the computer devices were still on. Does someone who intents to commit suicide still leave his computer on? Even David’s friend who was online witnessed David’s msn account still appeared online. Does it look like David wanted to end his life? He still played online games with his friend, the one who visited David’s family with us, until 2 am at Monday morning.

5. At the Professor’s room, the family found David’s bag. Inside his bag, the family found 1.5 L mineral bottle and towel.(for those who knew David, He always brings towel to school even sometimes he put his towel on his neck. He also always brings water because his mother always instructs him to consume much water). Does someone who wants to commit suicide bring this kind of stuff, it would be easier to bring merely a knife belonging to somebody else.

6 .David’s family had been denied a visit to Professor Chan Kap Luk, due to the reason that at that time he was still in ICU. However Professor’s condition had been stable since Tuesday and was allowed to return home on Wednesday, mentioned by Singapore media. However until today I've never heard of his statement towards this tragedy.

7. When The Family intended to meet with the witness who saw David’s suicide from 4th floor, NTU forbade, reasoning that this issue should be kept confidential. So how do we know that there is anyone who saw David’s suicide, to confirm that he did not accidentally fall or someone pushed him down?

8. Data about David and his final year project had been removed from NTU data base. Within 2 days NTU directly removed David’s data and his project. Is there any special reason behind this? Why should NTU quickly remove his data? Don’t they have any feelings, or memory to remember of their brilliant and intelligent student who won International Mathematic Olympic? It seemed like David never study in NTU.

9. The knife that had been used is from 4th hall, is that a result of investigation? Or just a mock-up excuse? One of our friends who study at NTU said usually Professor has small knife in his office to cut fruit. The question is, does that knife belong to David or Professor Chan Kap Luk?

10. The tragedy happened at 10.45 am on Monday Singapore time. Isn't it weird, that merely a few students witnessed the incident? Is there any demand from NTU to remain silent? Any threat over grades?

11. The tool that was found to stab the Professor was a fruit knife without handle. Where is the handle? Is it possible to stab someone with a knife without handle? Who stabbed whom, is still unknown, and the handle must be found. However there isn’t any formal & specific explanation about this case.

The fraud News about David which has been reported by the media is not based on anything, below is the clarification:

1. David intended to kill his professor then committed suicide by jumping from 4th floor and in that room there were only David and Professor. David now is gone and the only witness that we have is only this Professor. How we can be convinced that his statement is true without any sufficient prove? The statement from the Professor could not be used as an excuse to blame everything on the deceased David.

2. Some Media Mentioned that David was stressed because his scholarship was terminated last month, he attacked a wrong person because of misunstrangeanding. Doesn't it sound weird? David was clearly aware that his scholarship will be terminated because his performance was dropping and that that’s not the professor's fault. Moreover David’s father claimed that David had told them 3 weeks ago, soon after he received message from NTU. And The Family had accepted it without problem and agreed to bear the fee, especially since it would be the last semester in NTU for David.

3. It is also mentioned that David was in a depression, due to the incapability of finishing his final project. David’s friend in NTU said that David's project was almost accomplished. He didn’t go back home to Indonesia last semester because he wanted to concentrate on his project. For those who knew David, David loved games, however one thing that we also knew he always did his duties and homework adequately, without help needed from anyone, nor cheat thru anyone's homework.
Therefore if the Media mentioned that David attacked his Professor because he was stressed he couldn’t accomplish his project, it really does not make sense.

4. Media also said that David disappeared almost one week before the incident. Nevertheless his family knew that he was concentrating on his project. The statement that David had disappeared from society due to depression and intended to attack his professor has failed to convince us and is not valid. Within that week David chatted with his brother, and also played online games with his friends. He did not look like someone in deep depression who wanted to attack his professor.

All facts that had appeared recently, already removed the false news reported by the Media:
1. David died due to a fall from 4th floor, without any wound on his wrist but with wound on his neck and buttock.

2. Professor checked out from hospital within 2 days without any clarification and picture whether he experienced any dire injury or not.

Speculations and Other Possibilities:
Did David stab his professor when he was facing computer screen? If yes, it is impossible to recover so soon within 2 days.

Is there any possibility that the professor attacked David? We don’t know, if yes, What would be his motive?

Recently the news about the professor wanting to steal David’s project is vividly talked by many people. This issue is backed up by David’s friend who mentioned the Final year project that David had almost accomplished. Is there any possibility that a Professor from a famous university in an advanced country wants to steal his own student final project?
Is it the real motive? We don’t know.

Was there any 3rd party in this incident? We don't know either.

In conclusion, David's friends and teachers in Indonesia, even strangers who didn't know David, can not and will not accept the news without any appropriate evidence. Without these evidences we are not convinced that a brilliant, nice person like David would stab his own Professor.

From David’s Friends and teachers: David, now there is nothing we can do besides clearing your image and revealing to the world the truth about you. Please rest in peace, we all love you so much.

P.S : Mine Comment...
1. Should check, not only check but double or triple the Prof / Lecturer deeply & carefully
2. Hey Indonesia Government, you've lost your clever & great man! Do something for your people, whether we're chinese. Where's your humanity & solidarity ?
3. To all Indonesian, do not need to registry in foreign University, Indonesia have a Great University too.. one things I should said that Indonesia's Curriculumn is the best in the world. you can see by Olympic cup which is mostly owned by Indonesian
4. Deepest condolence to David. May you rest in peace brother..
5. For his family, be strong, be patient and always try to force NTU, Lecturer & Singapore Govt.

Keindahan

2009-03-15T00:49:00.003+07:00

Indah = Baik
Keindahan semu?
Kebaikan semu?
Apakah itu?
Terkadang apa yang kita bayangkan tak selamanya indah kenyataannya. Aku berharap ada sedikit keindahan di dalam hidupku yang singkat ini.
Aku berhara orang2 aneh bin ajaib pergi jauh2 dari hidupku, begitu juga untuk semua parasit & semi-parasit.

Terkadang klo ku telaah teman yg jarang or bahkan ga pernah ketemu itu jauh lebih baik dari pada yang sering ketemu

walaupun aku hanya dapat merasakan keindahan yang semu, aku tetap mau.
Aku hanyalah orang biasa yang penuh dengan kekurangan. Tapi kenapa aku yang sudah kurang ini masih di manfaatkan sampai tambah kekurangan lagi? Segitu jahatkah dunia ini? Aku berharap lagi ada setitik kebaikan yang masih boleh aku rasakan di kehidupanku yang singkat ini..
Siapakah aku ini? Hingga berani berharap? Kata beberapa orang aku sahabat-NYA, anak-NYA, belahan hati-NYA.. Apakah itu benar? Beberapa orang mengatakan "jalanin aja yg ada, ga usah terlalu muluk2 berharap or bermimpi. Nanti sakit klo ga terkabul." ya mungkin benar!

Mungkin di satu sisi aku sudah capek untk urusan yang satu ini. Tapi apa daya aku hanya manusia, bukan Tuhan. Sekarang aku tersadarkan, ga ada satu orang pun yang tau akan aku sebenarnya & mengerti aku. Hanya aku yg tau akan itu. Jikalau begitu masihkah aku boleh tuk berharap? Jikalau boleh, aku berharap suatu hari teman2ku yang jahat di pulihkan & aku boleh mendapatkan teman2 baru yang baik & hidup sehat dalan Tuhan.

Syukurku hari ini karena masih ada blog yang mau menampung semua keluh kesahku, semua unek2ku yang ga bisa keluar dari mulut ini.

What Happen With Our Friendship?!

2009-03-12T18:04:00.001+07:00

I, my self was very confused with my friendship. Why its feel so cold and not cohesive like last time. What happen with us ? is that some of us is in the middle of intern problem ? or I just felt it alone ? Well for build a solid & strong friendship needful open minded and low profile to received the opened one. I’m longing we and us can unify / cohesive like last time, not for showed to others but for we feels together.

I also had send this note by text message to my friends. Some of them had feels the same with me but some of them like don’t care. One thing I should said that I’m upset and I, personally & honestly hate all of un-cared human! How can they describe their-self is unify in friendship but they are still disguise, grudging, somehow they are in!

I just want to suggest all un-true friends, please kindly check your self, leave your mask, forgot others mistake, don’t be grudge, give thanks for what ever you & they are, received people as they are and said the truth.

Don’t wasted my time to adhere my self in un-true friendship.

For me, friendship still alive till my lifetime ends.

I do and we do in a part of TRUE FRIENDSHIP.

The last but not least, Thanks for being my true friends & un-true friends.

-aIAi-

Extremely Bored

2009-03-01T23:20:00.002+07:00

Wah.. sudah malam ternyata.. :)
Hari ini mau curhat di blog ah..

Belakangan ini aku very very bored with my daily life.. how can ? I don't now..
Aku bosan & jenuh dengan kehidupanku yang begini2 saja sedangkan orang lain udah yang gimana gitu.. apa aku terlalu optimis akan yang aku capai ? bisa jadi.. >.<
Well.. aku sendiri udah berusaha menikmati tapi apa daya.. lagi dan lagi aku merasakan kejenuhan & kebosanan yang amat sangat dalam.. Sampai2 terpikirkan cara yang aneh2 untuk menghilangkan kejenuhan & kebosanan ini..

sudah 3 bulan berlalu tidak ada jalan keluar yang kudapat.. huh.. Apa yang salah ya ? aku bingung sekali.. bahkan aku ampe telepon temenku yang di luar negri untuk curhat.. yang biasanya lewat chatting .. tapi sekarang ga mempan, kudu denger suara & teguran baru mempan :)

Hasilnya, dia meminta aku untuk merenung sejenak.. Merenung ? sulit >.<
Apa daya, renungan yang kulakukan selama 24 H itu menghasilkan ide kacau.. Traveling.. Tarrraa.. Aku berencana traveling ke 3 Negara sekaligus dalam 13 hari dan hanya sendiri.. tapi ini belum tentu jd or ngak >.< Bisa aja gagal karena di sebabkan satu & dua alasan..

Well.. lupakan dulu sejenal tentang traveling.. Setelah di pikir2 lagi, apakah mungkin setelah traveling akan kembali normal ? Itulah yang jadi pertanyaanku..
Tumben2nya aku bisa ga bergairah hidup seperti ini.. Kadang aku ampe berpikir untuk switch off dulu hidupku selama 2X24 H (kayak HP .. ^^) mau bagaimanapun aku tetep harus jalanin, yang jadi pertanyaanku, apa yang salah ya ??!

Semakin hari gaya & cara hidupku semakin complicated.. Aku sendiri juga bingung..
Ya sudahlah.. mungkin dengan berjalannya waktu aku bisa keluar dari kondisi yang ga mengenakkan ini..

Blessed to be bless
-aIAi-

TAG : 10 Hal Yang Tidak Di Sukai

2009-02-19T18:42:00.002+07:00

Ini TAG pertama ku selama nge-blog.. Makaci Mbak -G- .. Love you.. muach

Syarat2 dalam tag ini adalah sebagai berikut:

1. Buatlah daftar 10 hal dan kebiasaan (buruk) yang tidak disukai, namun apabila merasa terdapat lebih dari 10 hal/kebiasaan buruk yang tidak disukai maka silahkan ditulis semuanya.

2. Sebutkan juga alasan mengapa Anda tidak menyukai hal-hal/kebiasaan-kebiasaan tersebut.

3. Setelah selesai membuat daftar dan penjelasan seperti yang tertera pada poin 1 & 2, maka silahkan men-tag 10 blogger lainnya.

Tujuan dari tag ini adalah:

By doing this we will see what kind of bad things and bad habits are the most mentioned by bloggers, and hopefully we will awake every blogger’s consciousness to be refreshed, and finally we will leave those habits behind us.

Untuk mengetahui hal2 buruk dan kebiasaan2 buruk seperti apa yang paling banyak disebutkan oleh para blogger, dengan harapan (bersama-sama) kita dapat membangun kesadaran kita dan menanggalkan kebiasaan2 atau hal-hal buruk tersebut.

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1. Tidak bertangung jawab
Sebel banget ketemu orang seperti ini. Jangan harap aku cepet melupakan hal-hal yang di lakukan orang dengan tidak bertanggung jawab. Ex : Tidak mengerjakan kerjaannya dengan baik or mungkin tidak punya rasa tanggung jawab atas dirinya.. Gimana caranya survive ya klo dia sendiri ga punya rasa tanggung jawab atas dirinya.. Kasihan Deh Loe!

2. Lupa Diri
Susah sic di ungkapkan dengan kata intinya orang yang lupa diri itu seperti apa ya... a ha.. gini loh, orang yang suka kelewatan batas klo bertingkah laku or ngomong.. Jadi ya menurut aku itu seseorang itu harus tau batas & aturan.. walaupun aturan & batas di buat untuk di langgar.. ini menurut ku loh :)... hahaha

3. Ngak Sopan
paling sebel sama orang yang ga sopan.. Please deh, ga sekolah ya ampe sopan santun juga ga bisa diterapkan.. ^.^V

4. Jorok
Ihh.. amit amit ga mau deh berhubungan sama orang orang jorok.. haha..
Ex. ngeludah sembarangan or else

5. Orang yang ngomong se-enak Jidat
itu loh orang - orang yang merasa dirinya hebat dan sok-nya selangit. Yang pas ngomong itu mulut & kata2nya, ampun deh. Itu mulut klo bisa di plester or ga di lakban deh.

6. Gossiper Whisper & Whisper Gossiper
Klo cuman sebatas ngomongin & ga di sebar luaskan , OK lah. lah ini, udah ngomongin orang tanpa minta izin eh malah nyebarin lagi. Belum tentu itu bener dan belum tentu juga itu kata2 yang asli.

7. Asap Rokok
Oi, perokok di denda 50jt loh. Apa daya diriku ingin menolak Asap Rokok, tapi keluarga mostly perokok.. untung Tuhan Yesus masih baik, tempat tinggalku yang sekarang bebas dari rokok & Boss ku juga bukan perokok.. hi hi hi

8. Ingkar Janji
Hiks.. Sedih deh klo ketemu orang begini..

9. Ga bayar Hutang :)
Please deh, hari gini ga bayar hutang. Dah bagus udah di pinjemin eh tau2 nya ga bayar.. Udah tau aku ga bisa nagih & ga enakan klo nagih, masa sic ga nyadar diri untuk bayar ..
Siapa yang punya hutang sama Aiai, please di lunasin dulu ya sebelum meninggalkan dunia ini.. haha.. Just Kidding..

10. Si Cari Muka
hehe.. ini nic yang paling buat aku sewot.. aku bisa seharian bete gara2 ketemu orang kayak begini.. Gampang deh, klo pas di kantor and Boss ada pasti semua baik & bagus.. nah klo Boss dah pulang ,, kayak kapal pecah deh tu kantor..

11. Tukang Bohong..
Aku ga suka di bohongin.. mau itu untuk kebaikan maupun bukan.. intinya tetap ga mau di bohongin..

Sebenarnya masih banyak.. kayak, ngak suka main rahasia2an klo dah temen deket.. klo dah deket masih rahasianan apa bedanya dunk sama yang cuman temen biasa..

Well.. well.. klo di mention semuanya tar yang lain ga ke bagian.. hmm.. aku mau Tag ke siapa ya.. bingung.. maaf ya Mbak G, aku hanya nge-tag Si Lazy Koala ku. Kunkun-ku, selamat mengerjakan ya.. Hmm, di sela-sela waktu pacaran juga bisa di kerjakan kok.. haha

Now is the time for me to sleep.. Good nite everybody..

Blessed to be blesse
♥Aiai♥

Finally DONE!

2009-02-16T16:47:00.007+07:00

Hip Hip Horray..
If God not speed us, I can't imaging that yesterday party will be success & beautiful.
Thanks God.. Thank you so much..

Akhirnya WO amatiran bisa berhasil juga.. hoho..
Seneng rasanya melihat expresi bahagia dari pengantin, keluarga, temen2 & tamu2 yang datang. Melihat wajah mereka yang mungkin awalnya mereka datang akan liat hal or decor yang biasa2 aja.. eh tau tau melihat yang ngak biasanya.. hoho..

Well.. aku seneng banget, kerja kerasku & temen2 yang lain ngak sia sia.. ini lah kisah 1 minggu sebelum hari H..
Dari Senin hingga Sabtu dah bergadang, puncaknya di hari Rabu, kamis, Jumat & Sabtu. Rabu pergi belanja belinji keperluan. kamis edit photo and pergi pesen frame. Jumat buat film documenter dari pagi hingga tengah malam. Sabtu pergi belanja lagi ampe jam 10 malem. setelah itu di rangkai semuanya dari gelas, bunga, frame and semua muanya deh.. Alhasil baru selesai jam 3 pagi, jam 5 bangun mau siap2 ke Church. selesai jam 8, langsung jalan ke hotel. Nyampe hotel jam 10, tiup balon beres2 ini dan itu ampe jam 12. Jam 12 teng masuk kamar pengantin decor sampai jam 2, jam 2 masuk ke kamar yang tadi untuk beres2 lagi + mandi & dandan. Pas jam 5 tiba2 di inform katanya ruangan dah boleh di decor, langsung deh bak bik buk turun ke bawah, bawa frame, bunga, gelas, balon dan yang di perlukan. Selesai semuanya jam 6 kurang, naik keatas ganti baju deh dan turun lagi jadi penerima tamu, tetep narcisme ga boleh hilang, Foto its a must! Well semua itu berkat sentuhan tangan Tuhan Yesus.. klo ngak ya mana mungkin and ga mungkin seberhasil kemarin..

Pas denger comment2..
-Wah masih muda udah kompak banget & kreatif banget.
-Wah pestanya meriah
-Wah temen2nya calon pengantin TOP
-Wah pestanya indah
-Wah decorasinya bagus
-Wah ternyata di balik decor orangnya masih muda semua.
-Dll..
Yup, semuanya itu berkat Jesus.. Sebelum party bahkan hari2 sebelumnya aku ngomong ke Jesus untuk selalu sertai kami semua dan bantu kami. Didalam keterbatasan kami mohon Jesus berkarya, berperkara & beracara trus buat acara ini sukses, indah & sempurna..
After heard, seek and feel it... Thanks God, You answered my pray.. ;)

Semua capek terbayarkan deh.. ku lampirkan beberapa photo ahh.. ini pure ide dan design ku.. hoho.. narcisme ga boleh ilank titik!..

ini menuju pintu masuk..

ini juga menuju pintu masuk

ini yang di dalam ruangan

ini juga yang di dalam ruangan

setelah acara selesai ini lah session beres.. ngumpul2in
ini photopaper yang seharga 215.000..^^

Senengnya... Bahagianya.. tapi sangat di sayangkan coz aku lupa ambil photo kamarnya.. karena keasyikan decor jadinya lupa.. huh..
My Special Thanks Dedicated to : Jesus Christ, Bridegroom, The Cungkringers, Bridegroom's Family, All Helper & Guest. Thank you so much..

PS : I'm Extremely need a rest, reflex & Refresh... Yuks..

PS : Who want to be my next client.. ^.^V

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

Get A Rest

2009-02-13T21:01:00.002+07:00

Finally..
Tonight I could sleep well and no sleet late again..

Everything clear now..
We're waiting decor time..

Hip Hip Horray..
Thanks God for everything..
Thanks God for making everything easy..
Thanks God for anyone who has help us..
Thanks thanks thanks thanks..

Love YOU always God..

Blessed to be bless..
-Aiai-

A Pray While Busy

2009-02-12T19:23:00.002+07:00

Finally...
Frame in Order
Ex-Banner in Order
Photo in Order
Poem in Order
Flower in Order
Dress in Order
Hopefully The Wedding Party in Order too..

God please and please speed with us. In our limitation YOU always there to help us, guide us, teach us and all the best for us will YOU shown unto us. We're deepest sorry cause we leave you in our busiest.. But we promises that wouldn't do it again..

God, we've do our best for this party, we've spend much our own pocket money without asking coming back. YOU know we're very limit, please help us to make this party success.. We're nothing without YOU God..

God, in this time I hope that our team will be more closer again than before. We hope that every impossible things of us will be possible.

God, we surrender all into YOUR hand. Everything will be done its from YOU. The very very best will YOU shown it.

Thanks God for all & everything.. Love YOU always..

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

Poem Days

2009-02-11T16:32:00.003+07:00

Happy Afternoon All My Dearest Blog-Friends..

Todays I decide to be Poem Days
Why ?
Ya, I only make a poem all day along and nothing I do just nge-Poem!!
Hahahaha..

All mentioned poems will shown in my friend Wedding Party (Uncle Awang & Aunt Agustin 15.02.2009) well well, before performance must praise to the Lord coz my creative brain working good.. Thanks God.. Love YOU so much..

The time is very short.. Ex-Banner, Frame & decoration not finish yet.. huh..
Hopefully all will on turn and going well as planned.

At least today must give thanks to Jesus.. wherever was face on & go on..
Dear Lord Jesus, I thanks so much to YOU.. Thanks for speed with me all the time.. Thanks for everything was come and go.. Thanks for everything that was done and un-done..

PS : All poems are dedicated to all Bridegroom, lover & loved in this world

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

To As One

2009-02-11T16:23:00.002+07:00

I am the sand,
You are the sea.
All of your love
Washes over me.

I am the moon,
You are the sun.
In the universe
We're united as one.

I am the air,
You are the wind.
You blow in happiness
That only love can send.

You are the soil,
I am the rose.
With caring and tenderness
Our relationship grows.

You are the mind,
I am the heart.
I know we will never
Be too far apart.

Sincerely - Aiai

A Wedding Blessing

2009-02-11T16:20:00.001+07:00

May God richly bless you both as you begin your life as one.
May He give you all the things that it takes to make a successful marriage—

Health & Happiness--so you can learn to have fun with each other.
Pain & Sadness--so you can learn to comfort each other.

Trials & Tribulations--so you can learn to rely on each other.
Peace & Comfort--so you can learn to be closer to each other.

Weakness--so you can learn to need each other.
Strength--so you can learn to encourage each other.

To endure all these things and to be what the other needs,
May God give you wisdom and grace
May your bond of love be made stronger
With everything you face.

Sincerely - Aiai

My Love (2)

2009-02-11T16:11:00.004+07:00

"Not the word I LOVE YOU"
nor "You'd be mine forever"
which makes me stand right here, right now, to say I do
It's just… that little thing 'inside' you, so- called FAITH,
which has made my days even brighter, my guts even bigger and my life even worthier, to walk down this aisle with you, hand in hand, taking any risks, to the entrance gate of the ‘whole new world of Aladdin’, the ’dreamland of Sleeping Beauty’, and even to the ‘deep forest of Jack O’ Lantern’
If God ever let me choose, then I’d choose to die after you so that I could make sure that every precious moments we’d shared from the very start will never be broken down until the day your caring eyes close in peace.

I do … I do ... I do …

Till death do us part ... I do.

Sincerely - Aiai ♥

My Love

2009-02-11T15:50:00.003+07:00

I give to you a love like no other,
not a love like a friend,
not a love like a brother.
But a love so tender, pure and sweet.
This love I give, for you to keep.
And as I look at you I can honestly say I will always love you each day until forever.
for rich or poor, in sickness or healthy, through the good or bad, I will stand true ...
and as I am standing here now and becoming your wife,
I can honestly say that "You are the LOVE of my life"
vow to honor, be faithful and truthful
and with this I promise that I will and I do

Sincerely - Aiai ღ

What Happen With Our Friendship ?

2009-02-10T19:31:00.003+07:00

The Cungkringers
We called our team like that...
But why now some of us gone & be that unknown friends ??

I hate this situation so much..
Why oh why..
What going on till can be like this ??

I don't know.. really.. really..
What happening till we can't know each other ??
How can I figure out these case ??

Where is our low profile ?
Where is our careness ?
Where is our loveness ?
Where is our Understandingness ?
Where is our kindness ?
Where is.. Where is..

What happen with our Friendship ??
I need a clarification .. I need it!!

Worry ?

2009-02-09T17:15:00.005+07:00

Worry ??
Why should worry if God speed us ?
What are we worry for ?

In Matthew 6 : 25 - 34 saids about Do Not Worry. In bible has mentioned it, so what in the world should we worry for ?

Why need to worry, Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns. Yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they ?

which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature ?

So why do you worry about clothing ? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow, they neither toil nor spin. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothes you, O you

Therefore I say to you, do not worry about life, saying, 'What shall we eat ?' or 'What shall we drink?' nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing ?

But seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

So, there's no need to worry about our further, right ? God hold us and HE know the best for our life. HE never leave us, neither one second nor one minute nor one day nor evermore.

Blessed to be bless
ღ Aiai ღ

Tired

2009-02-08T22:28:00.002+07:00

In the rainy night.. I'm coming home with so many pending jobs..
Blog and blog in the middle of my rest time..
searching wedding poems, editing & designing photo..
hoammm.. sleepy & tired..

like want to hold the time..
Can the time stop maybe around 10 minute ??
huh.. I don't think so..
hoammm.. sleepy & tired..

-BEEP-
Enough..
I should get a bed now..
See ya..
Muach..

Blessed to be bless
♥ Ai2 ♥

Be yourself

2009-02-07T08:33:00.003+07:00

Thank you God for everyday..
Today I was learn to be my self..
Learn how to be my self and no bad side in my true self.

Improve & rid our self with God's melody & rhythm. Righteousness will always God show unto HIS precious child, it's called HUMAN..

No matter how bad our self we still have a good side in our true self. Show your true self to other, infect other and bless other with your true self of God.

Lets we learn together guys, learn to be our true self, not the bad side but the right, kind & good side. Living in changing our self to be our true self and let God touch and guide us in this learning. Be the God's want!!

The hardest challenge is to be yourself in a world where everyone is trying to make you be somebody else

Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

I'm Hiring

2009-02-06T21:51:00.003+07:00

I'm Hiring..
Aiyo.. What I'm hiring for ?

I'm hiring my love.. lebay..
Surely.. :) one of my goal & wish mention it!

I'm hiring someone or maybe everyone which want to help me for Editing & Designing. eiiitt, this job there's not have any payment. Maybe it'll called "Proyek Thank You" cause I also not collect fee for this job :)

Anyways.. I'm also hiring for my love.. Who is he ? or.. He is who ?
I don't know, one thing I know that he's nearest me or I'm in middle of my day dreaming..
arghhh.. no..
Just kidding.. take joke for a while..

Well well, I'm hiring for someone, who want to help me for Uncle Awang & Aunty Agustin Married. Editing pre-wed photo and else..
hiks hiks.. My adobe not working as well and fast..

By the way, I'm seeking for Apple Mac Pro / Air, can anyone help me ?
oopss, I ever said that I don't like Apple product because installing any software inside apple must use original DATA.. huh.. but design must use Apple.. hmm.. not must but if can use Apple coz Apple notebook is creating for designing.. huh.. Why should Apple ?? why not Orange or Mango or Watermelon or Honeydew ??

Hope I can get Apple soon.
God, this is one of my wish-list thing.

Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

Injected Virus

2009-02-06T16:00:00.002+07:00

Today Virus was injected me. The virus called "Blog-A-Holic"
If this virus injected me, I'd not do anything just blog & blog..
well, finally all my DI not clear yet. aih.. forced, over work again.. hahaha

ukh..
Next month I'll have DI course at Neep's Art. Actually I'd register my name in Photographic class too.. but, not have time.. huh..
Again, hepeng jajan berkurang.. arrgghh.. Nope, for DI.. for DI.. For DI..
So, I decide again that DI should earn much money for me.. wakaka..

Today's a bloging day.
Btw, I'll pass this weekend with DI again. Creating, Editing, Designing, Photographing & Find a Concept.
God, hopefully my creative brain will workable..
Have a wonderful weekend ahead.

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

Forever Love ... Endless Love

2009-02-06T14:44:00.003+07:00

Aku adalah seorang pemimpi tapi aku ngak suka mimpi disaat tidur
Aku adalah seorang pengkhayal tapi aku ga suka mengkhayal disaat kerja
Aku adalah seorang pemberi kasih tapi aku ngak suka di kasihanin

Sebelum tidur aku selalu memimpikan semua yang aku inginkan, kesuksesan dalam karir, keluarga, cinta, pertemanan dan semuanya.. Semuanya itu indah dan sangan indah eh.. tau taunya ketiduran dan paginya ke-dubrak-ke-dubruk karena alarm Chipmunks lagi.. "JOLLY OLD SAINT NICHOLAS LEAN YOUR EAR THIS WAY" dalam angan ku terdengar seperti "A-YO-BAN-GUN-PE-MA-LAS-A-TAU-KU-TEN-DANG" huh.. tak apalah, klo tak ada alarm yang membangunkan berarti tak ada saat teduh juga.. hehe..

Forever Love, dibulan yang klo jalan ke mall banyakan nuansa pink ini dan rata2 semuanya bertemakan love and love, aku ngerasain kehangatan cinta.. cie ile.. gaya.. ga lah.. Aku ngerasa kayak di dalam balon dan berjalan dan melihat semua orang yang kebanyakan di antaranya sudah punya pacar ataupun ber-RT yang dimana mereka sedang hiring barang2 untuk ntar Valentine. Apa iya ungkapan rasa kasih sayang hanya disaat Valentine ? menurut aku setiap hari kita hidup dan bernapas, kasih sayang itu tetep & kudu di berikan bukan cuman pas hari H nya..

Forever Love & Endless Love, kebayang ga sic kalau misalnya dalam kehidupan cinta seseorang, ada 2 unsur ini.. wihh, mau banget.. -BEEP- aku terlalu berkhayal.. ehh, gpp deh.. kan mau ngikutin musim, bulan ini kan musin hujan cinta bukan cuman hujan air doank.. Aku selalu iri dan cemburu melihat ada pasangan yang memiliki hubungan yang sempurna di mataku, tapi di satu sisi aku juga senang karena aku juga turut merasakan kebahagiaan mereka even aku ga kenal tuh pasangan .. hehe.. Lucu aja bisa liat mereka bercanda jayus or apa gt kayak nonton film layar tancap dan bener2 nancep ke hatiku .. alah.. lebay..
By the way, Sewaktu aku tinggal di Medan, sekitar 5 taon lalu, tetanggaku itu seorang kakek & nenek, mereka itu langgeng banget, duh iri deh liatnya.. Pokoke, kemanapun mereka pergi pasti berdua dan yang ngelayanin si suami itu istrinya loh bukan pembantu or anaknya.. Hari gini mana ada sic istri or suami yang tau di rumahnya ada pembantu masih mau ngelayanin.. Malah keluargaku tuh pernah di undang ke ulang tahun pernikahan mereka yang ke-50.. 50 bo, hari gini.. jarang banget.. Dan isengnya, aku pernah tanya ke si kakek, kebetulan aku deket dan kebetulan juga dia tuh ngajarin aku mandarin walaupun aku ga nge-les cuman belajar iseng iseng aja.. Dia bilang gini, Ai kalau kamu mau sukses kamu harus tau waktu yang tepat. Mau itu didalam hubungan or pekerjaan semuanya itu ada waktunya dan semuanya itu juga ada masanya.. Kata-kata ini sangat bermakna banget.. Dan bego + dudulnya aku, aku baru sadar itu sekarang.. hehe.. Anyways, just want to share my unek-unek & knowledge.

I hope that everyone include me had a Forever Love & Endless Love in our life

Living In Beautifully
&
Grow Old Beautifully

Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

Type of Men/Women

2009-02-06T13:53:00.005+07:00

Well.. hari ini mau ber-melow ria lagi ah, ada mbak G yang mendukung.. wakaka..
Hari ini aku di tanyain, Ai sebenarnya type pasangan yang kamu mau seperti apa sic ? hmm.. Aku jawab ceplos.."Abosolutely yang TOP BGT" trus dia tanya lagi, maksudnya ? trus aku diam dan ga reply chat dia. Sebenarnya dan sejujurnya gw juga kagak ngerti maksudnya apa, lah wong aku lagi sibuk eh malah di tanyain begituan.. (ga liat ya klo aku dah set busy semua gadget ku) hehe

Type of Men/Women, apa sic type para blogger sekalian ?
kalau mau jujur sic maunya seperti yang di Film Cinderella loh.. Apa daya itu hanya Cartoon.
khukhukhu,, hahaha,, wakaka,, ehem.. be have..
Aku bingung loh kenapa selalu ada orang yang tanya pertanyaan begitu sama aku..
Apa karena belum punya pacar ? alah basi.. Emanknya kenapa klo belum punya ?
Tapi lucu juga tiap kali orang tanya aku soal hubungan respond mereka terhadap jawaban ku unique unique loh..
Ada yang bilang kamu aneh Ai (ya iyalah wong aku jawabnya ngasal)
Ada yang bilang kamu bijak Ai (ih, jd malu.. ga salah ?)
Ada yang bilang kamu lucu Ai (dari dulu kok, masa baru sadar ? Narsisme.com)
Sebenarnya apapun respond mereka, aku merasa senang karena itu berarti mereka memperhatikanku.. bener kan ? hehe..

Inilah jawaban atas semua yang penasaran..
Sebenarnya mamaku juga udah sering tanya tapi aku juga jawab dengan enteng di karenakan banyak hal. Aku masih ingin membahagiakan mamaku satu2nya karena aku dah ga punya papa, kalau semua anggota keluarga ku dah punya pacar, mama jadi sendiri dunk.. Siapa yang mau ngajak mama keluar ? kalau bukan aku yang masih Single Available ini.. Aku juga mau mencapai semua goal ku dulu, impian dan semuanya.. mungkin lama tapi aku tahu Tuhan berencana atasku. Semua rencana-Nya adalah rencana yang TOP BGT ga ada yang bisa ngalahin deh.. ;)
Jujur semua orang pasti punya type pasangannya dan aku pribadi juga ada, tapi buat ku itu adalah alasan untuk bernego dengan Tuhan. hehe.. Tuhan tau kok pasangan mana yang cocok untuk mendampingi kita mau dia itu jelek or cakep, miskin or kaya, jahat or baik semuanya itu Tuhan yang ngatur dan DIA ga mungkin pasangkan kita dengan yang ga sepadan.. Intinya tetap & kudu seiman. Maka dari itu kenapa aku ngak jadian sama cowo yang pernah membuatku broken 1/4 wing, ya karena ga seiman. Kalau aku show off ke dia, aku sekarang mungkin dah jadian (hehe, PD Mode = ON ) kenyataan kok, lah sekarang dia deket lagi sama aku.. tapi aku menghindar 1000 meter.. ga! no! Aku sudah melupakannya untuk selamanya, toh dia juga cocok sama calonnya walaupun belum jadian.. hehe..

Tuhan.. Aku tahu Engkau selalu memberikan yang terbaik untukku.. Aku tunggu surprise-Mu selanjutnya..

Love.. Peace..
PS : Perasaan blog hari ini ga ada yang melow deh.. :)
Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

Faitfulness & Patience

2009-02-06T09:43:00.005+07:00

Started from today (06.02.2009), this blog is officially be my Diary!
I don't care what people chit-chat behind me with my daily act..
ehhh.. bukannya dari kemarin2 juga dah jadi diary ? ooppss..

Back back.. Hari ini aku belajar untuk lebih setia & bersabar dalam penantianku. Ya, beberapa orang ada yang bilang aku ini sabar & setia tapi apa daya itu hanya untuk beberapa case. Aku ga se-sabar & se-setia yang di pikirkan orang.. sebenarnya bisa di bilang aku ya aku dan hanya aku yang tau karakterku sendiri.. bener ga sic ??
And Starting from today I decide to be more faithfulness and patience in everything I do!

Soundings so so so cool.. but, susah bo.. Dari dulu dari Zamannya pake telepon dengan kabel yang panjang ampe sekarang yang pake wireless & hand phone tetep aja susah. but, back again.. I already decide it. so what? Lets do it!

Ternyata selama ini saat aku online banyak sekali orang yang memperhatikan PM yang aku quote. Tepatnya hari ini aku mention di PM ku "Today's Quote : Faithfulness & Patience" ehmm, feedback'nya bermacam-macam loh.. mostly they said that they always learn my PM.. wow.. So sweet, I'm happy can bless other.. Thanks God.. Sadar ga sadar sebenarnya itulah yang sedang terjadi padaku. Apa yang aku post kan itulah yang sedang aku pelajari (kayak sekolah aja)..

Well well.. Aku hanya berharap didalam pembelajaranku aku juga dapat memberkati orang lain. Apapun yang aku lakukan dan rasakan itu semata-mata hanya karena kasih karunia Tuhan Yesus yang dengan setia dan sabar mau mendidikku dari yang biasa-biasa menjadi luarrrr biasa..Amin..

Tuhan Yesus, ampuni aku yang hari ini nakal ya, aku hari ini telat bangun padahal alarm chipmunks sudah membangunkan ku eh aku malah tidur lagi. maafkan aku karena bulan ini aku masih belum hidup benar dan sempurna dalam-Mu. maafkan aku karena aku masih berbohong walaupun untuk kebaikan tapi itu termasuk dalam dosa.. uh.. Ampunin aku Tuhan untuk semua yang jahat-jahat yang aku lakukan. Ampuni semua kesalahan-kesalahan umat-Mu ini yang selama ini masih berbuat dosa.. Tuhan Yesus ajarin aku dan semua umat-Mu untuk lebih setia dan sabar lagi didalam penantian-Mu. Makaci Tuhan Yesus untuk semua kemurahan-Mu & semua yang telah Engkau nyatakan dalam hidupku dan hidup umat-Mu ini.. Amin...
malu deh klo dah doa pasti ketahuan banyak dosanya.. huhu..

Yuk teman2 blog, mari kita berbenah dan koreksi diri, apakah selama ini kita sudah hidup setia, sabar dalam Tuhan ? dan dalam kebenaran-Nya.. Yuk, belajar sama-sama dan tumbuh bersama.. jadi pohon yang tinggi dan kokoh di dalam Tuhan..

Peace..

Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

Melow

2009-02-05T18:05:00.003+07:00

Am I too melow in this month ?
huh.. Hari ini ada orang yang buzz aku di Ym and bilang "Ai, please jangan terlalu melow" wats...
Maksudnya apa ya ?
Apa mungkin gara2 semua foto2 kuganti jadi hitam putih ??
Masih belum konek nic..
Apa karena editan ku yang terlalu berlebihan ?
Or kata2 ku yang yang sok romantis & jijay bajaj itu ?
hahahaha..

Apa mungkin faktor ngak punya pacar dan pas masuk bulan February ya ? Valentine bo..
Ga juga tuh.. Tapi bisa di bilang begitu juga.. Even setiap kali aku dihadapkan dengan pertanyaan seputar hubungan, aku selalu mengelak dan menjawabnya dengan enteng.. Tapi di lubuk hati yang terdalam ini aku merindukan sesosok orang yang dapat menyanyangi ku & mencintaiku apa adanya dengan keterbatasan dan kekuranganku.. :)

Tapi bisa di bilang seribu satu kali ya untuk dapetin Pasangan yang begitu. huh..
Dan balik lagi ke diriku apakah sanggup menerimanya ? takut minder or apa gt ?
well, pastinya IYA! Maka dari itu mulai dari sekarang aku mempersiakan diri, berbenah & koreksi diri secara rohani & jasmani agar nantinya apa pun yang telah di berikan God itu ngak menjadi sia-sia dan beban tapi melainkan menjadikan berkat bagi kehidupan aku, pasanganku dan semua orang..

Bener ga sic ?
I hope so..
ohya dalam Alkitab ada tertulis "Apa yang telah di persatukan oleh Tuhan tidak dapat di pisahkan oleh manusia" tapi lupa di ayat berapa..

Anyway, peduli or ga peduli bulan ini memang aku melow sic dan rada menjadi-jadi khayalannya tapi bagusnya aku menumpahkan semua khayalan ku dalam tulisan, pekerjaan dan apa pun yang membutuhkan kreatifitasku.. hohoho..

Just want to said that I'm certify with this subject.
Making kind is more great than making good.

Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

Lovely Indonesia

2009-02-05T15:45:00.003+07:00

I love Indonesia, and so so so..
Even I'm blog-ing using english but absolutely and certainly that I Do Love Indonesia evermore!

I born in Indonesia especially Medan and have stay in this country for 21 years. Very very love Indonesia food, view, art, culture and many more.

Other side...
I also write my blog in Indonesia language but not at all..

Peace..

Blessed to be bless..
-Ai2-

Regret

2009-02-05T15:26:00.002+07:00

Today, I was get angry with all my computer software. All of them are working so slow like Adobe, Outlook & Internet. After get angry with these things, I change my MSN PM from "Let's us preparing & correction our self, so God will see His child is in kind way. Try to Live in Goodness & Kindness" to be "Outlook, Adobe & Internet dudulz semua. disaat-saat Urgent semuanya nge-hang! D***!!

Now I shocked by my words, in the morning I just Praise God but why now I could said like that? hmm.. it's a happen for me..

I felt regretfully of my act! I'm very sorry for my fault!
I realize that Adobe always working slowly. huh..

maybe some of blog-walking like one of my friends always see what is update news from me and what thing that I've learned day by day. Surely I felt disappointed of my act after realized it!

Sorry for my fault.. Sorry for my wrongness.. Sorry for my badness.. Sorry at all..
Added 1 point of my goal : No negative side again from me, trying to do all things positive

Special thanks to Mrs. Nira (you've remind me)
Thanks & sorry to God, You could blame on me God, this is my fault. I'm very regret coz said that useless and ugly words.

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

February - The Busy Month

2009-02-05T09:51:00.003+07:00

Well this Month will be my busiest month.

31-01-2009, go to find a gown
01-02-2009, engagement program of Uncle Awang & Aunty Agustin
04-02-2009, Meeting for round down of Uncle Awang & Aunty Agustin Holy matrimony & Wedding Party
08-02-2009, Taken Pre-wed photo @ Regatta & other place
11-02-2009, go to house of prayer
14-02-2009, Pick up my gown, Design hotel room, GR for our team, Bujang Party & hula-hula ria
15-02-2009, The Day! Holy Matrimony & Wedding Party!!
21-02-2009, Meet old friends
22-02-2009, Meet old friends
25-02-2009, go to house of prayer

and...

from 01.02.2009 - 10.02.2009 is my time to taken much photo of bridegroom from the pre-wed till Wedding!! Design & Edit.

from 01.02.2009 - 28.02.2009, Follow up Customer (old & new) & prepare everything.

No hang out before THE DAY come, ukh..

Hopefully my creative brain will workable and not stuck off / MANDEK coz too busy.
Hopefully Adobe will operate as well and fast!! It's a must!!
Hopefully Snack & beverage are in order, hoho..
Hopefully this month all my shipment will going well and in order so no bother me once design
Hopefully all my customer gave me much much shipment so I no need to follow up more closely :) this one is my wish in a whole 2009 year
Hopefully this month I can buy Violin

Hope so so so so so so so

Thank you God for everything that has done and on the way.
Thank you so much much much.. Love you so so so..

Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

God's Time

2009-02-05T08:34:00.006+07:00

Good Morning Everybody..
Well... long time not blog-ing..
At the first time would like to said my deepest sorry..
Anyways, yesterday night I had received 1 text message from my friend "PEBZ". She remind me about God's Time.

"What is our Vision, Dream, Hope, longing / pray ?
Nothing can we do to make God's Time been fast.
How is our act once in "waiting line" ?
come on, we learn to believe God more again so we were not get angry, hopeless, Stress once in "Waiting Line". Believe, that God's Time is the Best time. keep on Fire & Spirit
God's love will always be with you.
God Bless^.~"

And now, I realize that I'm not alone in "Waiting Line". When I flashback year by year ago and see how Amazing God's hand has make me to be now I'm, it was so Great!
If I see how my terrible act, ouch.. I didn't want it again!!
From the high profile to be low profile
From the arrogant to be calm down
From the bad to be kind
It's an Amazing Grace of God.
Nothing can I describe about God's kindness and all coz it's so huge till I can't count it.
Anyways, let's us preparing & correction our self, so God will see His child is in kind way. Try to Live in Goodness & Kindness.

Special thanks to God (You're so Great) & Pebz (Love you so friend)..

Blessed to be bless
-Ai2-

Miracle in my family

2009-01-25T09:39:00.001+07:00

Huh..
I'm dreaming that one day all my family will come together to church..
Am I too hope..?
Today, exactly now, I'm in church sit on behind seat.. I'm in bloging & seeking each complete family come to church for seek, pray, praise & whorship God that's really make me zealous..
Cried.. Cried.. And only can pray the best & waiting..
I hope that I've a much patient on waiting. Hope so..
My pray : God, You know me, deep inside my heart You knowed it. I hope & pray that one day You'll shown it to me.. Everyday I pray and asking You about my family salvation.. Just save my whole family is enough & if You want change it with my salvation ticket, I'm certify.. REALLY.. I promised.. I'm not wishing to be a great girl, I just wishing to be what You want. Just can stay one day in Your arm is a great moment.. Everytime I tried to always give thanks.. Every tears had out of my eye, every single day I pray with humble and felt down on my knee it's showed that I'm really need You.. Maybe I'm not Your kind child but I'm trying to be and always try to life in truth.. This is my pray, all glorify, praise, worship & the best are for You. In the name of Jesus Christ I pray & give thanks.. Halleluyah! Amen!

Who is HE ?

2009-01-25T09:04:00.004+07:00

Who is HE ?

The strongest hand always hold us
He known us more deep than we realized
Even is a tiny thing, He known
He always give us a warm & pure hug in His arm
Creative idea always He shown when we feel blank
He is so powerful
He always bless His child every morning & everyday
Positive thinking always He gave
Hope in He will never fail
Walk together with He is an Amazing Grace
He never sleep
He always smile even we hurt He
He always taking care His Child
He never regret to save us
He always reminder us when we leave He
He is the Greatest
He is an endless love
He is our father
He is the alpha and omega
He is the way, truth & life
He is our Great Tour Guide
He is our comfort & shelter
All Praise, Worship, Pray & Glory are for Him..
So many Great words can describe His self..

He is..
He is..
He is..

Our God called Jesus Christ. Born in this earth, received un-good thing and death only for save His Children called human..

He is our Salvation.. our Endless Salvation..

My quote, I only can said Thanks for everything that had done, try to do my best and life in His truth..

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

Wedding Concept

2009-01-24T13:45:00.005+07:00

Again..
Wedding concept again..
Why oh why..
Yes I like to create a concept but now the time is very short and my brain was blank..
how ?

Yesterday midnight @ 02.00 AM, my friend call me and we chit-chat as usual.. Me as Aiai and my friend as Jeng (nickname)
Jeng : Hello Aiai, sorry bothering you in midnight ?
Aiai : Hello Jeng, nope.. what happen ?
Jeng : I'm confused. As you know my wedding party will celebrate on 15.02.2009.
Aiai : Yes. Just Do it.. Don't be scared dear..
Jeng : Ok, Do it. But till now I'm not found yet a WO..
Aiai : Whatssssss?? omigot..
Jeng : How Aiai..? Please help me..
(Really in the middle of my sleep time my imagination was not workable)
Aiai : ok.. What do you need from me ?
Jeng : Be my WO please...
Aiai : Jeng, in the same time.. My friend was married too. And I already promised that will be their Guest Recipient / Usher. I'll help you to create it but I'm not promise that I'd join your party, agree ?
Jeng : Agree.. Thank you dear..
Aiai : Ok. Let me sleep first, because tomorrow I'm working.
Jeng : Ok dear.. Good night.. Once again, really really sorry bothering you..
Aiai : Nope dear.. Good night..
-BEEP- BRUK -DIIP-

After finished the chit-chat.. I can't sleep, my eye can't close and my brain was working "thinking & thinking".. huaaahhh..hikss

The party is on 15.02.2009 & the engagement is on 01.02.2009.. huh.. so short..
Even I know this is a simple party and she just want a simple party.. but oh but..
Aha.. Am got an idea after blog-walking and posting..

"Close To You"

I know the bride and groom character after analysis and be a friend with them in a five years. so long, right ? Both of them are very simple and they really love simply things.
Why I take this concept ? Maybe all of you ever hear Close To You song by Karen Mok. If you learn part by part the lyric is very simple and just asking why and last of song is the answer of question. After learn their Love Background, this concept is very2 match with them.
The last is acceptable session.. Jreng Jreng.. Daran Daran.. Buih Buih..
(usually my crazy side)..
Yippy.. Hip Hip Horay.. They accept it.. It's my luck! Thanks God for this Brilliant brain & imagination.. haih.. Project goal!!.. ole ole ole ole ole...ole..

Now, in my brain was thinking.. Why they always asking me to create a concept for their wedding? As they known that I'm not married yet.. Huge question mark is inside my brain..

Even in a short time at least, I'm succeed and I'm never feel regret to give any concept.. Again, thanks God.. Thank to the bridegroom for their trusted..

Now the time to sleep "Noon Sleep"

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

How Are You World/Earth ?

2009-01-24T13:21:00.004+07:00

How are you world/earth ?
Am I asking a wrong question ?
I don't think so.
most everyday, people will said this words.
you know why ?
Sorry, I don't know. Then...
I'm searching using powerful software called GOOGLE.
Most of people said this words because of
They wanna know what will be happen today with this world.
And
What's a happening case.
Hmm.. Not a good reason.

Avoid it!
My own opinion (After read Bible, n.n)
This world is God's own
So what happen & happening in this world it's from God.
I believe that God will always shown the best to His child.
Who's God's Child ?
I'm, you're & we're..
So, now I think there's no need to say "How are you world/earth?"
But you should say "How are you God?"

Genesis 1 : 1-2 => 1In the beginning God create the heavens and the earth. 2The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters.

Book's Wishlist

2009-01-24T11:00:00.002+07:00

Today, exactly this morning.. hoam..sleepy.. wake up Ai!! Okay!! (like Alvin Chipmunk) I browse www.goodreads.com then I found so many books which I really want to read it.. But, I known that my own pocket is not enough because this is an Import Books.. hiks hiks..

I'm not give up, I tell my friends based in foreign country by Messenger and chit-chat with them, they'll help me to found the cheap one but surely not promises.. And you know what the hell make me surprised ? Not someone will give me the books but.. third of them said like this "Ai, even I can help you buy it but I known this is not what you want, so maybe you can take a side job for add up your budget, how?" mmhh ?? Yes I'll Do, but how can I find a side job, as you know that I'm working & studying in the same time, I replied.. "hmm... Let me find for you, otherwise you can search at Inet, ok ?" OKAY, I replied..
hahahah.. happy face = ON

This is my Book's List :
1. Honeymoon With My Brother
2. A thousand Splending Suns
3. A Wedding Officer : A Novel Of Culinary Education
4. Reason Reigns
5. Sporadic Memories
6. Pride & Prejudice
7. Lovely Bones
8. The Secret Life Of Bees
9. Brave New World
10. The Handmaid's Tale
11. The Memory Keeper's Daughter

Like this, if be a poorest girl when shop an Imported goods but I'm a richest girl when shop a local goods.. hahaha
No matter how it is to be, maybe I only can rent or else. I believe that I'll read it at once (",)
Actually after I chit-chat with my friends, they wanna buy it for me but I rejected (stupid Aiai n.n) I rejected because I'm not asking them to buy for me but I'm asking for the cheap shop in their country. It will be make me shy if always receive present from them.. every month they always send to me a gift, so nice.. hehe.. Well, they're my friends, my sharing friends.. they always there for me when I needed. Fortunately, All my friends are very2 understood my condition.. I love them so much..

Miss you a lot Friends..

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

Pop Mie, Indomie Lover

2009-01-23T19:25:00.002+07:00

I'm a Pop Mie & Indomie Lover..
Every morning always eat Indomie/Pop Mie/Mie Gelas + Hot Sweet Tea (Medan banget)..
My Officemate & My Sis said "at last you'll look like Indomie?"
I replied "At last I will be a Indomie Expert"
By the way, am I look like Indomie ?

When I bored eat anything, I'll choose Indomie or at least Mie Gelas/Mie ayam/Mie Pangsit..
My Mom, always get angry if I always eat Indomie..

By the way.. please answer below mentioned, as follow :
1. Is Indomie a Poison ?
2. I hear that Indomie has ingredient of wax, is it right ?
3. Am a Indomie lover, how can I control ?
4. If Indomie not good for body, why they made it ?
5. Who is Indomie founder ?

Hope to hear your respond..

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-

Ip Man

2009-01-23T18:12:00.003+07:00

Finally .. I watch this movie last Wednesday.
This movie already wander round on fourth week of November 2008, for Premier and Mid night is on First week of November 2008. So, for me it's too late coz I'm a Movie-holic. worst to worst I'm not regret to watch this movie, this movie have so many meaning to learn. Maybe all of you can said that "Aiai is ketinggalan zaman" hahaha.. Let me tell you the story.. check's it out ==>
sssstt "Actually, last Wednesday I confirmed to join House of Pray, but due to one and two case I watched a movie" Sorry JC.. hehe.. (Shy Face = ON)

Summary
Long time ago before Marco polo War, in China, based in the prefecture-level of city Foshan, in the 1930s, Foshan thrives as the hub of Chinese wushu, with various sects actively recruiting disciples. They often compete against each other to prove their strengths. While Ip Man is an accomplished martial artist, he is unassuming and keeps a low-profile, and doesn't run any martial arts school, nor accept students. He only stays at home, quietly sparring with his compatriots in friendly competitions, swapping pointers with each other.

One day, Ip Man (Donnie Yen) is challenged by Master Liao (Chen Zhi Hui), who just set up a wushu school, in a closed match. The brother of Ip's teahouse owner friend, Sha Da Yuan(Wong You-Nam), who witnessed the entire fight while trying to retrieve his kite from a tree on the side of Ip Man's house, tells everyone about Master Liao losing. Seeing it as a public humiliation, Master Liao gets into disputes with Sha, and forces the local officer Inspector Li Zhao to arrive. He mocks them by stating that in their era, duels are meant to be fought with guns, but Ip Man proves him wrong by forcing the cylinder of his gun out with a single finger and manages to tame things down.

Henchmen of Jin Shan Zhao (Fan Siu-Wong) are going around challenging various wushu schools in Foshan. The teahouse owner and Martial Arts Zealot Lin (Xing Yu) informs Ip Man, who was however, unable to go out and aid the masters because he respected his wife, Wing Cheng (Lynn Hung), who dislikes her husband fighting. Eventually, Jin Shan Zhao finds Ip's residence and challenged him. Ip dispenses him with ease using four Wing Chun Forms: fist, footwork, blade and cudgel. Afterwards, the people of Foshan revered him greatly.

Following Japanese invasion in 1937, everyone's life is adversely affected. Ip's property is confiscated and his family is forced to live in a decrepit house. Being one with strong pride, Ip refuses charity from his wealthy friend Zhou Qing Quan (Simon Yam), owner of a cotton mill, opting instead to work as a coolie at a coal mine to sustain his family, which turns out to be the workplace for several former Wushu diciples and masters. At the mine, he reunites with Lin, who tells him that his brother Sha is missing.

Later, General Miura (Hiroyuki Ikeuchi), together with his troops, arrives. As a fanatical practitioner in martial arts himself, he sets up an arena for the former Wushu fighters to fight against Japanese judo practitioners, offering rice as a reward. However, to another high-ranking Japanese officer Sato's (Shibuya Tenma) mind, they cannot afford to lose, they must preserve Japanese superiority and dignity. Li Zhao has become an interpretor for the Japanese. Eagerly taking up the challenge, Lin makes use of the opportunity to demean the Japanese (loosing a small metal box at the same time, which he told Ip Man to find). Miura decided to fight himself, and demanded three of the Chinese to fight him, including Lin. The two other men declared defeat, but Lin continued fighting and was brutally beaten to death.^[2]

The following day, Ip Man notices Lin's absence, and decides to fight in the arena for rice. He witnesses the death of former Master Liao when officer Sato shoots him, due to the fact that he took the rice even after losing to three of the fighters. Li also tells Ip Man that his friend Lin is dead. Enraged, Ip Man demanded to be faced by 10 fighters, which he dispatches swiftly, much to the interest of General Miura.

Later, it is revealed that Jin Shan Zhao and his men are hijacking trucks and stealing their goods, and Sha has joined their ranks. They bully Zhou Qing Quan into giving them money, but since his goods could not be sold, they give him a short time to gain funds. Zhou's son quickly calls for Ip Man, and Zhou asks for Ip Man to teach them Wushu to protect themselves. Thanks to his teachings, the workers in the factory become fluent at Wushu.

At the coal mine, Miura notices that Ip Man has not turned up again, and calls for the troops to search for Ip Man. Sato and several other soldiers are sent to Ip Man's home, but Ip Man takes the entire squad down after Sato harasses her wife, Wing Chen. Li helps Ip Man's family relocate to a smaller house.

Jin Shan Zhao's men return to the Cotton mill, but thanks to Ip Man's teachings, the cotton workers were able to defend themselves from Jin's men. Ip Man arrives to assist them, and later single handedly defeats Jin Shan Zhao's men and Sha, muting Jin's right ear in the process. Before Sha could flee, Ip Man stops him and tells him that his brother is dead. He also gives him the Lin's metal box, which Ip Man found in the coal mine. Lin opens the box, and discovers that it contains the kite he retrieved from the tree on the day he witnessed Ip Man fighting with Master Liao, causing him to break into tears.

The Japanese troops search for Ip Man, and in the process, they raided the cotton factory. Ip Man himself turns up to protect them and arrests him, telling Li and Zhou Qing Quan to take his family out of Foshan. General Miura tells him that he plans to duel with him, and asks for him to teach the Japanese Wushu. Ip Man refuses, saying that he cannot fight after all the atocrities that the Japanese Army commited. Officer Kato threatened to Ip Man that if he wins the duel, he will shoot him dead, but Ip Man explains further that Wushu is based on Confucian Ideas, and he cannot teach the Japanese because they have abused their military power.

Meanwhile, Zhou Qing Quan takes Ip Man's family out of Foshan, but Wing Cheng cries in despair, fearing that this will be Ip Man's last match, causing Zhou Qing Quan to bring Ip Man's family back to Foshan to witness the match. During Ip Man's match against General Miura, and Ip Man beats up General Miura severely, winning the match, but he is shot by Officer Kato. The crowd is provoked, and they break past the Japanese guards to come to the wounded Ip Man's aid. Kato is killed when Li wrestles Kato over the gun.

At the end of the film, it is revealed that Ip Man and his family fled to Hong Kong after the incident, and he set up a new Martial Arts school that teaches the art of Wing Chun.

-THE END-

Well.. This is Great movie to watch.. for any one not watch yet this movie, you should watch it!!

Blessed to be bless
-Aiai-